“Nothing,” she says. “I knew you liked her. It was stupid to think what happened between us would happen again. And now that we’ve found her…”
“If that’s stupid, then I’m stupid,” I say.
“What?” she asks, her eyes going glassy with tears.
“I love you, that’s what,” I say. “I always loved you. I always wanted you. I liked her because I couldn’t have you, and she was the closest thing I could get. You were my sister, for fuck’s sake. But you were the one I wanted, the one I thought about when I was jerking off in the shower since the very first time I did it. I’ve never cum without thinking of you while I did it.”
“Never?” she asks, her mouth dropping open in shock.
“Never,” I say. “You’re all I’ve ever wanted. I just didn’t think I could have it. And now that I have… I don’t know why Ikeep fucking it up. Why I keep hurting you. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”
She tugs at her hands again, and I let them go this time. Instead of pushing me away, though, she touches my cheek, her eyes soft and shining with love. She’s too good, even before she says, “There’s nothing wrong with you.”
“There is,” I say grimly. “I’m fucked up, M. It makes me so hot when you cry. I can’t help it. It’s like I have to do it again, just to see those pretty tears in your eyes again. It’s better than fucking you. It’s heaven. So yeah, I’m fucked up—I know that. I’m sorry.”
“I don’t think it’s fucked up,” she says. “It’s just what you like. We all like different things. If that’s what you need…”
“Then what?” I ask. “I can call you a dirty whore? Make you crazy with jealousy?”
“As long as you promise not to do anything with another girl,” she says. “And the other stuff… I don’t really mind. It makes me hot too.”
I draw back, narrowing my eyes. “It does?”
She bites her lip and looks away, her cheeks coloring.
Fuck. My sister has a degradation kink.
Except she’s not my sister. She’s the girl who has my total devotion, the love of my life… And my dirty little fuck toy.
“Of course it turns you on,” I say, my lip curling. “You’re a filthy, used cum rag who likes to get passed around by four men. I bet your pussy’s still leaking their cum right now.”
“Saint—”
“It is, isn’t it?” I demand.
“No,” she whispers, her lip trembling.
“Liar,” I snarl. “Show me. If it’s not weeping as much as your eyes always are, I’ll leave you alone.”
“I can’t,” she whimpers. “I’m still sore from yesterday.”
“Stop being such a crybaby and get used to it,” I snap. “That’s the price you pay for getting your tight little cunt wrecked by the world’s biggest cock. Now show it to me.”
Her breath hitches, and her cheeks darken even more, but she slowly pulls up her skirt. I glance around at the parking lot. We’re alone except for a couple empty cars, but someone could come up from the beach at any moment.
“Pull down your panties and let me see my little sister’s sloppy cunt,” I order.
She swallows hard, her eyes scanning the lot before she obeys. “Someone else could see,” she whispers, her thighs trembling as she bares herself to me. Her cunt is already flushed and swollen, the lips glistening with arousal.
“Don’t worry, no one else would be interested in that worn out old thing,” I say, reaching out and stuffing a finger up her.
She cries out, her thighs quaking. “What do you want, little sister?” I ask. “You want some stranger to come along and see your dripping cunt?”
“No,” she gasps, her knees buckling. I pin her to the van, sliding my finger out and then ramming two back in.
“Tell me what you want.”
“You,” she gasps, gripping my shoulders, her nails digging in.
