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“Why?” Emily asked. Though she knew why her mom had sent Harry. If anyone could make her forget her troubles it was the jovial bar owner.
“She thought you might need some company. She’s on her way back to port but won’t be here until tonight.”
Emily sighed. “I don’t really want any company.”
“Figured you might say that, so I brought you a cup of decaf and a blueberry bagel. We can both sit here and eat and pretend we’re alone.”
Decaf.
Seemed like a little thing, but she always drank full-on caffeine. Now she knew that her mom had spilled the beans about her being preggers. Harry handed her a bakery bag from Key Koffee with the bagel and the coffee.
“You know?”
“I know. It was that slick guy from South Beach, right?”
She tipped her head back and closed her eyes. “He’s not that slick.”
Harry laughed. “They never are. Talk to me, kiddo. Do I need to take my .45 and head to Miami?”
She opened her eyes and lifted her head. “You would have made a really good dad,” she said, smiling at him.
“I think I have been to you,” he reminded her.
“You have. But no to the .45. Besides, you’d have to fly to Europe to find him.”
Harry took a bite out of his everything bagel and settled down on the top step, turning sideways with his back against the railing to face her.
“Europe? He seemed American to me,” Harry said.
“He’s Rafael Montoro IV. Part of...I’m not sure what to call him. But his family was royalty in a tiny Mediterranean country called Alma. They were kicked out decades ago but now they want them back. He’s the oldest son and heir apparent to the newly restored monarchy.”
“Complicates things, doesn’t it?” Harry said.
“You have no idea,” she said. “But I didn’t expect him to do anything when I gave him the news. You know?”
Harry took a sip of his coffee and then gave her one of those wise looks of his that she hated. He knew when she was lying, especially to herself.
“Okay, fine, I wanted him to be, like, we’ll do this together. Instead, I got...he was sweet but clearly torn. He can’t let his family down. And he and I only had one weekend together, Harry.”
“Sometimes that’s all it takes,” he said.
“It wasn’t enough for the guy who fathered me,” she said. “Please don’t tell Mom I said that. But really, that complicates everything. I’ve always thought I was okay with the fact that I don’t know who he was, but this baby...” She put her hands on her stomach. “It’s making me realize I’m not.”
Harry didn’t say anything. And after a few minutes Emily looked away from him and back to the foot traffic on the street near her house. What could he say? He was her substitute dad who’d stepped up when he didn’t have to. Harry must have thought that she was making a mess where there didn’t need to be one.
“I get it, kiddo. It’s hard to not want the best for your baby. We all do that,” he said. “Try to fix the problems in our past so that our kids don’t have to experience them.”
“Did you do that for Rita and Danny?” she asked. Harry had two kids who were both more than fifteen years older than her and lived in Chicago. They came down for two weeks each spring to visit Harry.
“I tried. But I ended up making my own mistakes and they have done the same. It’s all a part of being human,” he said.
“I’m getting Zen Harry this morning,” she said. But his positive attitude helped take her mind off Rafe and the sadness she’d been feeling.
It wasn’t that she’d expected anything else from him, but that she’d wanted something more. She shook her head as she realized that what she’d wanted was to be wanted.
For him to want to stay with her.
It was unrealistic, but a girl could dream.
“Well, I do have all this wonderful advice and no one to share it with,” Harry said with a wink. “You’ll be okay, kiddo. You’ll make decisions and choices and some of them are going to be fabulous and others you’re going to regret. But I do know one thing.”
“What’s that?” she asked.
“You’re going to love that baby of yours, and in the end that’s all that really matters.”
“You think so?”
“I do. Your own mom did that for you. Look how you turned out,” he said.
“Not bad,” she admitted. She liked her life. She could have followed her mom into a similar career—she was a marine biologist—but Emily liked being on the land and not out at sea. She had a degree in hotel and restaurant management and one day hoped to open her own place. She knew she had a good life, but a part of her still missed Rafe.
