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And Kieran was there to find me.
“Jessica,” he growled and dropped his head against mine. “Finish this before I do.”
A breath of a laugh tumbled from my lips, but I knew I needed to. And I was thankful he hadn’t tried to.
I pulled away from him, feeling the loss of him from my body like a physical ache.
With a secretive grin, I pushed on his hip until he lay flat on his back and slowly moved my leg over him so I was on my knees, straddling him. Facing away.
If he could give me this, I could give him wh
at he needed too.
I glanced over my shoulder as the corner of my mouth lifted in a smirk, and sank down onto his length at an unhurried pace.
It was torture.
It was pure agony.
It was the best thing I’d ever felt.
I bit on my bottom lip, trying to hold back my whimpers. But a huff broke free when I was fully seated.
“Fuck,” he breathed, his voice strained.
I moved on him slowly, trying to get accustomed to the feel of him like this, and smiled at the groan that sounded behind me.
“Jessica.” My name was a warning and a challenge.
I sat up halfway and dropped back down, then did it again and again before leaning back. I planted my hands on his muscled stomach as I continued to roll my hips, a shocked cry ripping from my chest when he wrenched my head back by my hair so I was looking directly into his fierce eyes as he gave me complete control of this moment.
I never thought it could be like this. That I could be so overwhelmed by the feeling of a man inside me.
I never thought I’d want sex to last longer than it needed to. That I would relish it.
But I wanted this moment with Kieran to last forever. To be cherished and worshipped like this . . .
Not bought.
His eyes shut and his hand tightened in my hair. He tensed beneath my hands and his hips snapped up to meet my movements in those last seconds. A hissed curse slipped from his lips as a tremor rolled through his body.
When he opened his eyes, he used my hair to pull me back for a slow kiss. “Fucking chaos,” he whispered against my lips before pulling out of me and releasing his hold on me.
I collapsed on top of him, and for a long time we just lay there.
Not moving.
Not speaking.
There wasn’t anything to say.
I didn’t think a man like Kieran could give anyone control over any part of his life.
And he had surrendered control to me. For me.
I knew how significant that was. I knew what it must have meant for him. I needed to be in control of everything at all times. Leaving even one part of my life in someone else’s hands felt so wholly wrong my entire being had rebelled against the action.
I’d only done it once in my life, and it had been for someone I loved.
