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She was a person I could share my life with. I’d been sharing it for months already. Owning the farm together, we’d share it for a long, long time whether we wanted to or not.
My breath hitched at the thought that someday, we wouldn’t want to.
And the realization of what that implied hit me like a freight train.
But for once, I didn’t run. I held on to her, emptied my heart into that kiss, into her.
Because of all the paths my life could take, I knew the one that ended with her was the brightest.
23
Drive Shaft
OLIVIA
“All right, you ready?” Jake asked from the grass beneath me.
“I’m ready,” I assured him from my perch in the tractor.
“It’s not like driving a car.”
“Yes, I know.”
“It’s gonna be loud.”
“Jake. I grew up on the farm. I’ve been on a tractor.”
“Yeah, yeah—I know.” His face did not know. “Okay. What speed are you at?”
“Low,” I recited.
“And you’re not gonna go out of first gear.”
“Nope.”
“Then turn the key, honey.”
“Thank you, dear,” I said and fired the engine. The rush at the rumble and thunder shook me, the sound louder than I remembered. Laughter bubbled out of me in my exhilaration, and I bounced in the squishy seat, my cheeks high and flushed.
“Okay,” he shouted, barely audible over the engine. “Push the clutch and put her in gear.”
Grinning, I did what I’d been told, and the tractor lurched forward. A squeal shot out of me, my hands white-knuckled on the wheel. When I glanced at Jake, his face was open and bright with laughter I couldn’t hear.
The last week had been a little slice of heaven.
Without discussion or decision, we’d slipped into a natural, easy cohabitation. It was just understood that when we weren’t working, we were together. And even sometimes when we were working, we were together.
I’d learned more about the inner workings of the farm in a week than in my whole life. I’d been all over the property with Jake as he oversaw operations. I’d driven an RC car in the bull pen to distract them while Jake and a couple of the guys mended the fence. I’d marked cows for checkups with neon-green chalk at Jake’s and Miguel’s direction. We’d wandered through herds of breeding heifers, checking the stickers on their flanks that changed colors when they were in heat.
In turn, Jake had run around with me, picking up orders for the shop and unwillingly becoming my photographer for social media. He took direction much better than my tripod. And to my absolute and utter delight, he’d even let me take some pictures of him. The brawn of our operation got way more engagement than anything I’d ever posted.
This was unfortunately not enough encouragement for him to green-light my calendar.
Unsurprisingly, I had not given up the ghost.
The rest of the time, we were just together. The logic center of my brain did its best to remind me that being together this much, this fast, was dangerous. But the logic center of my brain was a drag.
I was convinced that nothing that felt this good could possibly hurt me.
The farm continued to perform, and we’d expanded our tours to Wednesdays and Fridays last week with the shop open the same hours. My debt had been paid in full a couple weeks ago, so everything we made now went straight into the mortgages.
The matter of the fire hadn’t been resolved, not with the fire department labeling it arson and as such, dooming any help from our insurance. Jake was certain it was the Pattons, but he was the king of conspiracies. A fire in a hayfield seemed too small a scale for corporate warfare, beyond its lack of imagination. Many a heated discussion had occurred over the subject. Neither of us were convinced. But it didn’t matter. It was behind us. And things were looking way up.
I bounced and bumbled, giggling as I crawled forward. “I wanna go faster!” I shouted at him.
“What?”
“I said, I wanna go faster!”
“No.”
“You are the poopiest of party poopers.”
“Huh?”
“I said—”
Jake hopped onto the step and grabbed the handle on the frame of the roof. “You call me a pooper?”
I shrugged dramatically, my eyes on the pasture in front of me. “Call ’em like I see ’em.”
This time, I heard his laugh. It was the best sound in the whole world.
“Take it to second.”
My face shot open. “Really?”
“Really. Eyes on the road, ma’am.”
I was giggling again, and I threw it into second, which was fast enough to almost go ten whole miles an hour. “Where do you want me to go?”
He leaned in and pointed to the winding line of trees on the other side of the pasture. A creek split the trees, one of the water sources for the cattle.
I turned us in that direction, bobbing my head as I yelled, “They see me rollin’—they hatin’.” When I earned a chuckle, I said, “Mooooo, bitch—get out the hay.”
