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"Hey, Ben!" Jason said, greeting him with a mile-wide smile. "You should have been there."
"Sorry, champ," Ben said. "Had to help your mother." He sat down-a couple seats away from Ashley.
She knew why he chose to sit so far away. She shifted her peas around her plate, admitting that she had been a real bitch this afternoon.
Perhaps she should apologize for her outburst earlier. She opened her mouth to speak when the dining room door swung open and Khalid entered.
"Good evening, everyone," he said as he crossed to sit on the other side of Linda. "Sorry I'm late, but I ran into Dr. Blakely, who asked me to mention he's going to be involved with last-minute arrangements and won't be joining us for dinner."
Ashley noticed someone else was missing. "Has anyone heard from Michaelson?"
"Yes," Linda said, holding up a hand. "Well, actually, not directly. A Marine who helped us fish today told me that Major Michaelson was housing in the military section of the base. Across that gorge."
"Why's he doing that?" Ashley said. "We've got plenty of room here. This building's practically empty."
"I guess he's getting those other two men ready for the trip," Linda said. "Our guards."
Great, she thought, two more gun-toting men along for the ride. But this was no time to grouse. It was the eve of their adventure. Besides, as leader, she should say something. Something dramatic. Something uplifting. Though her mind was blank, she set down her fork, determined to say something.
While she watched the others finish their dinners, she struggled to find the right words. By the time Ben had wiped the gravy off his plate with a slice of sourdough and patted his belly with a sigh, she still had no idea what to say. To hell with "proper" words.
Ashley cleared her throat. "I'd… like to… make a toast." She raised her water glass and stood up. The others looked at her expectantly. "Over the past few days, we've all had a lot thrown at us. And I think we're all feeling trampled on, but tomorrow we embark on a trip where the success of our mission will depend on our ability to work as a team. And as much as Blakely may get under my skin personally, I think he put a hell of a team together. So," she said, raising her glass higher, "here's to us. To the team."
"To the team!" the group echoed, hoisting their drinks.
"Yeah, to you guys!" Jason said, swigging from his cola.
Linda tousled his hair. "What about us girls?"
Jason blushed. "You know what I meant."
"I know." Linda leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. "Thanks."
Jason turned an uncomfortable shade of purple.
As Ashley smiled at her son's consternation, she felt a tap on her shoulder. Ben stood behind her. He leaned and whispered in her ear. "I'd like to talk to you. Would you mind a short walk after dinner?"
"Umm…" she hedged, caught off guard. This was the last thing she had expected. "I've got to put Jason to bed."
"Well, how about after that? I just need a few moments."
"Is it important? Can't it wait until morning?"
"Well, I'd rather get this off my chest tonight."
"Sure," she agreed reluctantly, "I guess I can see you in a bit. How's half an hour?"
"Fine. I'll meet you outside the entrance. I'm gonna fetch a jacket."
She nodded and watched him leave. "Jason, let's head back up to our room."
Her son, more his normal shade now that Linda's attention had turned to Khalid, pushed back his chair with a loud squeak. "Can I watch cable?"
"Sure, but only for a half hour, then to bed." She collected him under her arm, squeezing him, and waved to the other two. "See you in the morning."
Linda waved back, and Khalid nodded.
After settling Jason in front of a rerun of Gilligan's Island, Ashley pulled on a yellow sweater. "I'll be back in a little bit."
Jason waved to her as she left, his eyes never leaving the screen.
Ashley pushed through the door to the outside and spotted Ben talking to a guard. He waved to the Marine and crossed over to her. "Thanks for coming."
She wrapped her arms around her chest. "So?"
"How about we walk over to that gorge?" He pointed toward the opposite end of camp. "I've heard the area is a bonzer make-out spot."
She placed her fists on her hips. "If you think… That's not why I came out here."
Ben grinned at her. "I'm just teasing."
"Then what did you want to talk about?"
"C'mon. Let's walk. I really want to see this chasm. I barely caught sight of it when we crossed yesterday." He offered his arm. "C'mon."
She ignored the arm and walked past him. "I can't be away too long. Jason's waiting up."
He caught up and strode beside her. "About this afternoon-"
She held up a hand. "I know, I know. I overreacted."
"No, not at all, I was being a jackass."
She turned to him. "Is that what you think?"
"Sure do. I was butting my big nose where it doesn't belong."
She studied his serious eyes and determined jaw, limned in the lantern light of a nearby tent. "See," she said, a tightness in her throat thickening her words, "that's what's really bothering me."
"What?" He brushed a hand across hers, but she pulled away.
"I'm supposed to be the big leader here. Guiding and motivating the team. But a simple question sends me ballistic. Some leader I make." Her voice cracked a bit.
"Hey, don't beat yourself up." He reached out farther and clasped her hand, his touch igniting her like an electric shock. She made a weak attempt to pull away, but he held her too firmly. "Listen, Ash, you were pressed for time. Hell, you only had a single day to explore the ruins, and I had to distract you with stupid questions."
"Your questions weren't stupid. My response was." She tried to draw her hand free, but as she pulled, he stepped closer. "I…" How brightly his eyes reflected the lantern's light. "I… think we'd better continue with our walk." She finally freed her hand.
"Yeah…" He glanced away from her. "You're right."
They continued across the camp in silence.
The quiet soon became painful. "You know," she said, "now that I've had time to think about it… what really ticked me off this afternoon was that you were right."
