He exhaled. “I read that they can hear voices now. Around this week. So I’ve been… talking to it. When you’re asleep.”
My chest tightened. “What do you say?”
“Stupid shit mostly. ‘Don’t be an asshole like your dad.’ ‘Eat your vegetables.’ ‘Don’t date drummers.’”
I snorted. “Solid advice.”
He shrugged. “Figured I should get a head start on the dad jokes.”
We sat like that for a while. His hand still on my stomach. Mine resting over his knuckles. Not holding. Just… there.
Then my phone buzzed on the coffee table.
Anna
I picked it up. Cal glanced over but didn’t ask.
The text was simple.
Hi Hadley. I hope this isn’t intrusive. I was going through some storage boxes and found a few things from when Cal was little, onesies, a couple of soft blankets, a bassinet that’s still in good shape. I washed everything. If you’d like any of it, I can bring it over. Or send it. No pressure. Also, I spoke with my OB years ago and she recommended a prenatal vitamin brand that didn’t upset my stomach. I can send the name if it helps. Take care of yourself, sweetheart. – Anna
I stared at the screen until it blurred.
Cal noticed. “What?”
“Your mom.”
He tensed. “What’d she say?”
“She’s offering baby stuff. Old stuff of yours. And vitamins. Said she washed everything.”
He looked away. Jaw tight. “She’s… she’s always been like that. Collecting things. Hoping they’ll matter later.”
I reread the message. The word sweetheart sat heavy in my throat.
“I don’t know how to answer,” I admitted.
“You don’t have to.”
“But I want to.” The words surprised me. “She’s not… she’s not pushing. She’s just… offering.”
Cal rubbed the back of his neck. “That’s how she is. Quiet help. No strings.”
I typed back slowly.
Thank you, Anna. That would mean a lot. The bassinet especially. And the vitamin name would be helpful. I’ve been struggling with nausea. I appreciate you thinking of me.
Sent.
Her reply came almost immediately.
Of course, darling. I’ll pack it up tomorrow and Cal can grab it whenever he’s free. Or I can drop it off if that’s easier. Sending the vitamin info now. And if you ever want to talk, about anything, I’m here. No judgment.
I set the phone down. Hands shaking a little.
Cal watched me. “You okay?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never had… that. Someone checking in. Not because they have to. Just because.”
