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“I thought you didn’t want me with you when you talked to her again?” I throw in his face bitterly.
“Whatever I have to do to make you happy,” he says, trying to pull me in again. “I do think it’d be better if I talked to her alone, but if you’re not comfortable with it, then I won’t do it.” He holds his fingers up in a mocking scout’s honor.
I’m silent and stewing, feeling dangerously close to caving in. I want to believe every word he’s saying and just let this whole mess be over with. I’m tired of feeling jealous and threatened, but I can’t get over his strange behavior on Saturday, or the way he just disappeared and shut me out afterwards.
“I just can’t handle your mood swings,” I sob. “One minute, you’re madly in love with me and saying all these perfect things. The next, you won’t even touch me and you’re storming off from me.”
“It’s all the stress, Ophelia!” he urges. “I’m under so much pressure! I’m taking over Jameson Automobiles, and now all of this stuff with Bernadette. It’s almost more than I can take.”
“Well, maybe you’d be better off without me getting in your way,” I suggest, studying his reaction carefully.
“No way,” he shoots back, pulling me in. “You’re the only thing keeping me sane in all of this.”
“Then I’m doing a terrible job,” I bite back.
“Please…don’t be like this,” he begs. “Just come with me to talk to Vivian. You’ll see plain as day that there’s nothing between us and maybe we can start getting some answers. Come on, baby,” he begs in a low, sexy voice, trying one last time to kiss me.
“I’m just not in the mood,” I sneer. “Isn’t that what you said Saturday night?”
I storm off, wishing I could bring myself to turn around and run back into his arms. But that one wave of distant behavior sent me into high alert. All of my walls are back up, and I’m fearing the worst. I retreat around the corner, bracing my back against the wall as I try to breathe through angry tears. I don’t know if I’m angry or glad he didn’t try to follow me this time.
After a few moments, I peek around to see if he’s still standing there. He’s moved further up the hall, but of course Vivian is right there with him. I jerk back when I see him look in my direction and run to my next class. I can only hope whatever talk they were just having in the hall was the last of it, but I guess that’s what I get for turning cold on him.
I’m completely on edge the rest of the day, hoping that by the time school is over, Emmett will know all the right things to say and do to break me out of this state. But things only get worse at lunch.
I’m stuck in class fifteen minutes over, trying to copy down notes I missed when we skipped on Friday. By the time I make it to the lunchroom, I’m disgusted to see Vivian, Lily, and Emmett sitting together. My heart stops, and I almost drop my lunch tray. I am left frozen at the edge of the room, not knowing if I should run away or march right up to them.
He's my boyfriend, after all. I don’t know what the fuck he’s doing sitting with them, but I have every right to join or pull him away. But old memories plague me. What if he’s turning back into the person he was? What if he joins in with them, berating and bullying me? I keep trying to tell myself he would never do that now, but I couldn’t bear it if it came true. Deciding it’s too much of a risk, I retreat to the bathroom. Only by the time I get there, I’m so anxious I’m not even hungry anymore.
The final straw comes at the end of the day when I think he and I can finally meet up. I can ask him exactly what he was doing with them at lunch, he’ll say something to explain it all away, and I’ll throw myself back into his arms. I’m more tired than I was this morning, and now that’s all I want. More than anything. I know I wouldn’t be able to resist him now, and I don’t want to anymore. I just want to feel like things are okay again. Like he’s still mine.
I’m excited to see him come around the corner at the end of the hall. We’re both walking towards the double doors that lead outside, and I know I’ll be able to catch up to him there. But then I see Vivian appear right beside him. It all goes by in slow motion. She leans in and whispers something in his ear, and then runs her hand down his arm, trailing her fingers across his as he pulls away.
Their briefly joined hands freeze in my mind, forming a silhouette in front of the sun shining behind them. Emmett does pull his hand away and hasn’t initiated anything, but he doesn’t pull it away fast enough. I can tell by Vivian’s body language that she wants him, and as usual, he appears to be doing nothing to stop it.
I’m too tired to keep asking myself whether or not Emmett would cheat on me or go back to her. But one thing is certain—he’s not fighting as hard as he should to stop her attention towards him, and everything in my gut tells me it’s because he doesn’t wan
t it to stop. Maybe it gives him an ego trip. Or maybe it’s because he still has feelings for her.
As I turn to run away, I run smack dab into Vivian’s new best friend—the last person I want to see right now. Lily is standing there taking in the sight of my wet cheeks. She doesn’t miss a beat, peering past my shoulder to catch a glimpse of Emmett and Vivian together. After seeing them, she just looks back to me with a menacing grin.
“We told you she’d get him back eventually,” she taunts heartlessly.
“She doesn’t have him back,” I hiss defiantly. “He’s with me.”
“Then why are you so upset?” She laughs. “Admit it, Ophelia. He was never yours. It was just your turn. Welcome to WJ Prep. Guess I left that out of your little introductory course on how things work around here.”
Her cruelty is too much. I push past her and rush out the back doors. I can’t handle Lily even mentioning anything that happened between us when she was my friend, not while she’s acting like this. I still don’t know what I’ve done to make her hate me so much, but the switch in her personality is damn near sociopathic, making me question everything about the friendship I thought we had.
If Vivian is managing to steal Emmett back, and Lily is on her side now, then I am all alone again. And I’m certain it won’t be long until the old Elite hierarchy builds itself back up. Which means everything Emmett said about things being different now has been a lie.
There’s no practice today, but I go to the track field anyway and plop down my bag before spurring off into a series of laps. I get a thrill out of pushing myself to the limit. Everything else falls away and I only need to move. My burning muscles must keep going no matter how much I sweat. No matter how hard my chest heaves and feels like it’s on fire.
I don’t know how many laps I’ve run when I notice a figure sitting on the bleachers watching me. My heart leaps, hoping its Emmett. But the next time I come around, I’m able to see that it’s only Malcolm. I run around once more, trying to shed my disappointment.
“Hey, stalker,” I joke as I stop to catch my breath at the end of my final lap. But the joke only stings, reminding me of how Emmett and I first met when he practically stalked me at one of my meets.
“Not stalking.” He laughs. “Just admiring.”
