“Look at me,” he demands, and my eyes dart to his as he hovers over me, his chest damp with a fine sheen of sweat. “I want you to stay with me when I claim you.” He points two fingers to his eyes, and I nod, my lips parting as he slowly pushes in to fill me.
Each time the stretch feels like it will hurt, I increase thepressure on my clit, my fingers circling, pressing, until I feel almost liquid again.
“Fuuuuck, Lily,” Asher pants, still sinking in. “You’re so tight.”
He shifts his hand from my leg, gliding his fingers through my folds before pressing them to my entrance.
“Do you want my fingers to fuck here, too?” he rasps, biting his lip as his nostrils flare.
I nod frantically, not able to speak, and it’s all the confirmation he needs before he sinks three digits inside my pussy.
I cry out, my fingers working like crazy over my clit before he moans, his dick sinking to the hilt inside my arse.
I can hardly believe I’m doing this. Never thought I’d ever let anyone go there, especially after Alex shut me down all those years ago. But Asher… He’s different. I’m different when I’m with him.
It’s everything.
I’m so impossibly full. I never imagined liking something like this but I do. With Asher, I love everything he does to me.
As Asher starts slow thrusts, tingles rush over my body from head to toe, and my ears start buzzing as my pleasure builds. The sensation of him hitting all the sensitive parts inside me is indescribable. There’s not a word in the world to accurately describe how he’s making me feel.
Euphoric. Rapturous. Sublime. Enraptured… nope, they don’t even come close.
At some point I lose all control of my hearing again, even my vision waning as he picks up the pace, his dick in my arse, his fingers in my pussy, and my fingers attacking my clit.
In an explosive rush, my orgasm hits with an intensity I’ve never felt, and a scream rips from my throat that even my own ears don’t recognise.
Asher’s fingers are relentless, his dick pistoning faster, sending another wave of pleasure through me, and by the time he seizes, jerking inside me with a roar as he fills my arse with his cum, I come to the conclusion I’m about to die as darkness rushes at me.
CHAPTER 34
ASHER
Ithought I fucking killed her. Lily nearly passed out after I claimed her anal virginity, freaking me the hell out. It was definitely more intense than I thought it would be. Not just on a physical level, but on an emotional one, too.
There’s just… a kind of clarity that hits after sharing something like that with someone that has the potential to floor you if you aren’t prepared for it.
I wasn’t prepared. I already know I’m in love with Lily. What I know now, that I didn’t before, is that there’s no way I can ever live without her. Ever.
Thank fuck I didn’t kill her!
When I realised she was okay, I held her in my arms, talking softly to her as she slowly roused from her comatose state. Then, when she wasn’t as languid, our lips met in the gentlest of kisses, which seemed to go on forever.
In the best way.
We nibbled and tasted each other in a way that felt more exposing than what we just did together, which seems crazy, yet that’s exactly how it felt.
I’m so in love with this woman. There’s nothing I won’t do for her.
Eventually, we needed to clean up, which is when Lily’s cheeks flushed and she locked herself in the toilet while Ishowered. She ended up refusing to come out until I gave her some space to clean up like a lady.
I wanted to remind her what she just did with me wasn’t something ladies do, but I didn’t want to put that thought in her head in case she decides to never do it again with me.
That would be fucking devastating.
I doze on Lily’s bed for a while, and when I hear her get out of the shower, I feel inspiration hit and decide I want to sketch her.
Stepping into my jocks, I leave the bedroom, my grin wide as I pad through the quiet house.