Now the whole world truly faded away and all there was was him. His lips on mine, his tongue coaxing my lips open.
I barely noticed when he walked us into the shower, but then there was water cascading over us. Still my lips never left his. He was firm in the way he kissed, sure of everything, just like he was on the ice or coaching. I let him lead, let him position me exactly how he wanted. I simply enjoyed the ride.
I didn’t know how long we spent kissing, exploring and tasting each other, but all too soon his lips were off mine, and then he was dropping to his knees.
I put my hands on the wall to keep from falling to the floor with him. I wanted more of his mouth on mine, but then his mouth was on my cock and I wanted that, too.
He worked quickly, with more finesse than I would have had in my limited experience. He licked up and down my length, then closed his mouth over the head and hollowed out his cheeks, and he sucked and flicked his tongue on the underside of my cock.
It had been too long since my last release, and I had been holding back this heat for too long.
Plus, it was Reid in front of me. Perfect, unattainable Reid. On his knees worshipping me like I deserved his attention. Like I was precious.
Maybe I was. At least in this moment.
Precious to him, like he was trulymyalpha who was spending my heat with me because that was what he wanted and not just because we were victims of circumstance.
His eyes flicked up toward me, and he cupped my balls.
The way he looked at me, like I truly was precious, sent me over the edge. I could almost believe that I deserved this, that I was worthy of his attention.
I meant to warn him when I was going to blow, but it came on too fast.
He swallowed down my release and sat back, looking up at me with his face dripping from the warm water. He smiled.
“Better?”
I nodded. “Amazing,” I said.
“We’re just getting started.”
After washing me gently, then drying me with the fluffiest, warmest towel in existence, Reid guided me toward the bed. My heat had been satiated temporarily with the orgasm, but it was quickly coming back.
I reached for Reid’s cock, but he grabbed my wrist. “Shhh, patience.”
I whimpered, a noise that in any other moment would be pathetic. “I want you. Please. I can please you.” I really didn’t know that for sure. I had no idea what I was doing, but what I lacked in experience I more than made up for in enthusiasm and desire. I wanted this. With Reid.
I’d never wanted to share my heat with anyone before now.
Reid laid me down carefully and spread my legs. He kneeled before them and hefted my legs over his shoulders and buried his face in my groin.
“Oh fuck!” I shouted when his tongue met the space between my balls and my hole. His fingers circled around my entrance, then his tongue. Then he was carefully opening me, alternating between putting a finger inside me and his tongue.
“Oh! Oh!” I squeaked, and my legs quaked. I’d never been touched like this. Reid didn’t seem to be rushing in any sort of way, even though I wanted him to.
I desperately wanted him inside me, filling me up. For now, I’d settle for his tongue and two fingers. When he grazed the spot inside me that had never been touched by another person, my hips shot off the bed, and I shouted. My cock leaked precum, and my hand went to my shaft.
“Oh, Reid,” I moaned out his name again and again as I thrashed. “Please, please, I want you inside me so bad. So bad it hurts.”
My hole clenched around his fingers, then they were gone and I was empty again. I let out a whine.
“Easy, kitten, I’m just getting a condom.”
Reid sheathed his cock as I watched.
“I’m on the pill, too. There are still risks, but I can take the—”
“Shh, we’ll worry about all that later. I trust you, and I promise to keep you safe.”