“Good girl,” he murmured, and then his fingers were gone, replaced by the blunt head of his cock pressing against my entrance. He didn’t give me time to prepare. Didn’t give me time to adjust. He just thrust into me in one brutal stroke, filling me so completely I couldn’t breathe.
“Fuck!” I cried out, my nails digging into his shoulders hard enough to draw blood.
“Too much?” he asked, his voice strained as he held himself still inside me.
“No,” I gasped, my legs tightening around his waist. “Move. Please, Nano, just move.”
He didn’t need to be told twice.
The first thrust was hard and deep, slamming me back against the door with enough force to rattle the frame. The second was just as brutal, and the third, and the fourth, until he was fucking me with a desperation that bordered on violence.
And I loved it.
I loved the way he filled me, the way he stretched me, the way his cock hit that perfect spot inside me with every thrust. I loved the way his hands gripped my hips hard enough to bruise, the way his mouth found mine in a kiss that was more teeth than lips, the way he groaned my name like a prayer.
“Alex,” he panted against my mouth, his rhythm faltering slightly. “Fuck, Alex, you feel so good. So fucking good.”
“Don’t stop,” I begged, my head falling back against the door as pleasure coiled tight in my belly. “Please don’t stop.”
“Never,” he promised, his hips snapping forward with renewed intensity. “I’m never stopping. I’m never letting you go again.”
Liar. He’s a liar. He’ll hurt you again.
But I didn’t care. In this moment, with his cock buried deep inside me and his hands holding me like I was the only thingkeeping him alive, I didn’t care about the past or the future or the inevitable pain that would come.
I only cared aboutnow.
“I’m close,” I gasped, my entire body trembling as the orgasm built inside me. “Nano, I’m...”
“Come for me,” he ordered, his hand sliding between us to find my clit. “Come on my cock, Alex. Show me you’re mine.”
The combination of his words and his touch was too much. My orgasm slammed into me like a tidal wave, ripping a scream from my throat as my body convulsed around him.
“Nano!”
“Fuck, yes,” he groaned, his thrusts becoming erratic as he chased his own release. “That’s it, baby. That’s my girl.”
He came with a guttural moan, his cock pulsing inside me as he filled me with his release. His forehead dropped to my shoulder, his breath coming in ragged gasps as we both struggled to come down from the high. For a long moment, neither of us moved. We just stood there, pressed against the door, our bodies still joined, our hearts pounding in sync.
And then reality came crashing back.
What the fuck did I just do?
I let him fuck me. I let him make me come. I let him back in, despite everything he had done, despite the way he destroyed me.
You’re so fucking weak.
“Alex—” Nano started, but I cut him off.
“Don’t,” I said, my voice hoarse. “Don’t say anything.”
He pulled back just enough to look at me, his eyes searching mine. “We need to talk.”
“No,” I said firmly, even as my body protested the loss of his warmth. “We don’t. This was... this was a mistake.”
“It wasn’t a mistake,” he said, his hands tightening on my hips. “This was...”
“A mistake,” I repeated, pushing against his chest until he reluctantly set me down. My legs were shaky, barely able to support my weight, but I forced myself to stand. “This doesn’t change anything, Nano. You still broke me. You still walked away.”
