Mercilessly, Adrissu pushed himself inside, ignoring Ruan’s frantic cry, until he was buried to the base. A low, rumbling breath escaped him as the soft flesh of the human’s ass pressed against his hips. He belonged here, more than anywhere else in the world. Why had he denied himself for so long?
“Adrissu,” Ruan panted, lifting his head slightly to look back at him. “I don’t—I don’t think I can—”
“You can,” he growled, as he slowly began to pull back, reveling in the keening whimper it elicited from Ruan, until only the head of his cock was still enveloped in his tight heat. He lingered there for only an instant, then pushed himself back in hard. Stars filled his vision—nothing else mattered butthis,his mate’s flesh tight around his cock, submitting entirely to his will.
He could not have stopped himself even if he had wanted, setting a rapid pace to chase after the waves of relief and pleasure that would soothe his burning blood. Adrissu’s fingers pressed hard into Ruan’s hips, leaving bruises in their wake.
He was nearly on the cusp of orgasm when he realized Ruan had gone entirely soft, his limp cock dangling weakly between his legs. The sounds escaping the human were not those of pleasure, but groans of pain, and the skin under his eyes glistened with tears. His rough, calloused hands were clenched tight in Adrissu’s sheets.
Adrissu stopped, his breathing still rapid and shallow as he scowled. He did notwantto feel guilty—he did not want to care about Ruan’s pleasure at all. He only wanted to come inside him, to fill his mate with his seed and mark him forever as his own.
But he did feel guilty, his chest aching at the sight of Ruan’s tense brow and the tears glistening beneath his eyes. As much as he had told himself that he wanted to drive Ruan away, to do this once and get it out of his system, to ensure Ruan never pursued anything with him again—the thought that he might actually shatter Ruan’s affection toward him felt like a stab in the chest. Maybe he did not want Ruan to part from him after all.
“Ruan,” he murmured. One of his hands trailed upward along Ruan’s sweat-dampened back until he brushed through the dark auburn strands at the nape of his neck, making him hiss with unexpected pleasure. “I’m going to pull out of you now.”
“What?” Ruan mumbled, eyes flickering as he seemed to not quite process what Adrissu was saying to him. He whimpered as Adrissu leaned back, his cock sliding out easily with the movement. Before he could say anything else, Adrissu had flipped him over onto his back and pressed their hips together, leaning over with his hands under Ruan’s arms to press his face into the human’s neck.
“Adrissu,” Ruan breathed, still sounding unsure.
“I have been selfish,” Adrissu murmured against his ear. Their weight settled; and he pulled one hand away to swipe his fingers through the oil still slick on the cleft of the human’s ass, then grasped his softened cock and stroked it gently, making him moan. “I’m sorry.”
“I…” Ruan panted, his hands moving uncertainly at his sides, as if he could not decide whether to hold Adrissu or push him away. “I didn’t realize—how strong you are.”
A wicked grin crossed Adrissu’s face at that—if the human only knew how strong hetrulywas—but he hid it by pressing kisses along the human’s collarbone. Ruan’s cock had come back to life with the gentle coaxing of his hand, growing hard once again. He kept stroking until a long, low moan escaped the human’s lips, then he pushed himself back up to look down on him.
“I’m going to enter you again now,” he said, his eyes traveling down the length of Ruan’s body. He had not realized at first, but one of his nipples was pierced: a golden barbell through the bud of brown flesh on his left side. He was tempted to touch it, but he was impatient. He kept stroking Ruan’s cock, and with the other hand held his own to line it up with Ruan’s tight opening. “I’ll keep touching you here, but touch yourself instead if that helps.”
Weakly Ruan nodded, letting out a gasp as Adrissu pushed into him again, slower this time. His walls twitched and clenched around Adrissu’s length, but soon his faint noises of discomfort became moans of pleasure as Adrissu continued to touch him in long, tight strokes.
“You’ve been so good for me,” Adrissu murmured, and Ruan’s cock all but jumped in his hand in response. “You’ve done so well—you feel so good around me. You’ve been so good, haven’t you?”
“Yes,” Ruan whimpered, and all the tension in his body seemed to drain out at Adrissu’s praise. His cock was steadily weeping droplets of precome now, the head flushed and swollen where it peeked out from under his foreskin.
“Because you’ve been so good,” Adrissu murmured, squeezing his cock harder as he stroked—his own cock twitched eagerly against Ruan’s inner walls in response to his moans. “I’m going to make you come around my cock, and then I’m going to come inside you.”
“Please,” Ruan groaned, nodding rapidly. He had utterly surrendered to Adrissu, and all it had taken was a few words of praise. Adrissu rocked his hips gingerly, barely moving inside him even as he continued to stroke his cock.
“You’ve been so good,” he continued to murmur. “You’ve waited so long for me, and you’ve done so well.”
“Gods,” Ruan moaned, his cries reaching a fever pitch. “Adrissu—I’m—”
Ruan clenched hard around Adrissu’s cock, nearly breaking his tenuous self-control, and he moaned wordlessly as he came. His cock pulsed and strained against Adrissu’s grip, sending thick lines of come shooting up the length of his torso. His cries became a frantic whine as Adrissu continued to stroke him, squeezing hard at the tip with the end of each stroke. One of his hands flew down to grab at Adrissu’s wrist, but his grip had no strength behind it, so he kept stroking.
“I want every drop,” Adrissu growled, heat overtaking him. “I want everything you have for me here on your chest.”
Ruan’s eyes rolled back in his head, and he whimpered faintly. A few more weak spurts escaped him, but Adrissu did not stop until he was sure that he had thoroughly squeezed out everything Ruan could give him. Only then did he release the human’s cock, grab him by his hips, and rut into him hard and fast.
“Fuck,” Ruan whimpered, pressing one hand to his mouth. “Gods, Adrissu, yes—!”
Whatever else he uttered was entirely lost to his ears. Only the burning heat of Ruan’s tight channel around his cock existed; all pretense of self control was gone now, and he thrust like a beast into his tight hole until his orgasm thundered through him.
“Ruan,” he growled as he came, eyes squeezing shut. “Ruan!”
“Fuck,” Ruan whimpered, as Adrissu thrust hard into him only two, three more times. “Gods, Adrissu, you’re—it’s so hot—I feel it, Adrissu, fuck, I feel you—”
When he finally came down from the soaring heights, his face was pressed into Ruan’s sweaty shoulder, and the human’s legs were wrapped around his waist. They were both breathing hard, and Adrissu could feel Ruan’s heart thudding rapidly against his own chest. He closed his eyes, listening to its incessant beat, imagining that it beat only for him, his fated one.
“Adrissu,” Ruan finally whispered, lifting a hand to run his fingers through Adrissu’s dark hair. “I think this is the longest lunch break you’ve ever allowed me.”
