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"Became part of the place. Same as everyone else." I looked at him. "By deciding it was worth staying for."

He held my gaze and didn't say anything.

"You fit that story," I said. "I've been thinking about it since Thursday and I keep coming back to the same word." I watched his face. "Outlaw."

Something shifted in his expression—not offense, not amusement. Recognition.

"Not a man running from the law," I said. "A man who made his own. Who had a line and held it when everyone around him was stepping over theirs." I turned to face him fully. "That's not hiding, Hale. That's the opposite of hiding."

He looked at me for a long moment. The light was going fast now, the peaks deepening from amber to rose, the valley below settling into its evening colors.

"You've been thinking about me," he said.

"I've been thinking about the legend," I said. "You just happen to fit it."

"Mia."

"Yes," I said. "I've been thinking about you."

He didn't smile exactly. But something in him settled—the last of whatever he'd been holding carefully for weeks releasing all at once. I felt it the way you felt a change in air pressure before you consciously registered it.

"I'm not hiding," he said. "I want to be clear about that. I'm not running. What I'm doing here—the guiding, the river—it's not a cover."

"I know."

"I don't know yet how it resolves. The situation with my former employer. I don't know the timeline."

"I know that too."

"And you're—" he stopped.

"Still here," I said. "Asking you questions I want answered and going fishing with you and thinking about you after." I held his gaze. "Yes."

The wind moved up the canyon, and I felt it on my face—the smell of pine and the high thin air that never quite felt like enough at first. But it became less noticeable after a while, and then it became impossible to live without.

"My father raised me very carefully," I said. "After my mother died, he just—wrapped himself around my life. Not to control it. To protect it. And I love him for it. I've spent eleven years being exactly what he needed me to be." I looked at the valley below us, the lights of Main Street beginning to come up in the early dark. "I've never done a single thing he'd lose sleep over."

Hale was watching me. "Never?"

"Never." I looked back at him. "June says I've been waiting for someone to do something interesting with. Mae says I make a face when I know something and I'm waiting for permission." I paused. "I've been thinking about both of those things for days."

"And?"

"And I don't think I need permission." I held his gaze. "I think I just needed the right reason."

He looked at me with those gray-green eyes, the color of the river in uncertain light, and didn't rush toward anything. That was the thing about him—he never rushed. He gave everything room to be what it actually was.

"What are you saying, Mia?"

"I'm saying you're my outlaw," I said. "Not my reckless choice. Not my one act of rebellion against my father." I took a breath. "You're the first person I've met who makes me want to say true things. I've been saying them since that first morning on the river, and I don't want to stop."

The last light was going now, the peaks fading from rose to purple, the valley below fully settled into dusk. The old mining equipment stood in its rust and silence behind us, and the town glittered below, and the mountains stood on every side the way they always had, unchanged and massive and indifferent.

"I want to stay," he said. It came out quiet and direct, the way everything he said came out. No performance. Just the thing itself. "I've been telling myself it's temporary since I got here. I stopped believing it sometime around the third morning at the Switchback." He took a step toward me. "I stopped running the math Thursday."

"I know," I said. "I could tell."

"How?"