“You good?”
I nod. “Yes.”
“You sure?”
I adjust my hips and moan. “Yes. Just — give me a second.”
He gives me a second. He kisses me while he gives me a second. His mouth is gentle. His hand is in my hair. He is Camdenthing hard, and I can feel his pounding heart in his chest.
I roll my head back and mutter, “Okay.”
“Okay?”
“Keep going.”
He pushes against me, filling me more and more. I lift my hips to let him in deeper. And the moan that leaves my throat has me terrified of my own voice. I don’t know what that was, but it didn’t sound like me. He pushes the hair out of my face, keeping his gaze on my eyes.
“You’re really tight, babe.”
“Oh,” I Camdenthe.Is that what it is?
He glances down, so I do, too, and I notice he’s not all the way in yet, but the sight of the connection makes my insides clench.
“Fuck,” he mutters, pushing further inside of me.
I grab onto his shoulders and moan. He kisses me when I moan again. Then he snakes his hand between us and rubs the top of my pussy. I cry out, trying to pull away from him.
“Bens––” My voice stutters. “B-B-Bens.” The pleasure is thick and unbearable. I tense up, and then he sits up, staring down at his dick inside of me.
A new kind of pleasure rolls through me when I watch the look in his eyes. He rubs my clit again, and I fall onto the pillow and arch my back. “Aw, my god,” I cry.
He starts thrusting against me slowly, and it’s starting to finally feel less painful. I think he must’ve been widening my entrance this whole time. Now that he’s fully inside and able to move around, it feels a lot less like pressure.
“Holy shit, baby,” he mutters when he’s back to hovering above my face. His eyes watch me as I uncontrollably moan under him. “Look at me,” he begs. My eyes are rolling to the back of my head. My body won’t focus on his words. He says again, “Look at me, baby.”
I look at him, and he nods. “You feel so fucking good, Lucy.” He slams his hips into me, and a cry bursts out of me. “I don’t want to keep you a secret, baby. I want you all the time.”
I moan, holding onto his shoulders.He can’t simply mean that. He’s only saying that because he’s inside of me.
He says again, “Look at me, baby. Do you hear me?”
I nod. “I do,” I cry.
He kisses me and starts pounding his hips against mine, and I start to feel it in my ears. He lifts my legs up and continues thrusting against me. My back arches again, eyes rolling back. He pinches my nipples, and I’m about to explode under pressure. He slips that same hand down to my clit while his other hand holds my legs up. Never in my life has anyone ever touched my clit other than myself, so all it takes is his fingers to rub once, twice, and I’m orgasming the best orgasm I have ever felt. It’s intense. It’s making me shake. I moan loudly. And it’s all from a distance because my mind’s in euphoria. Waves of the feeling consume me until my pussy is left swollen and throbbing.
He bangs into me over and over until his legs jolt. His lips land on mine, and I think he’s coming. I grab his face and kiss himwith my tongue. His hips buck a couple times inside of me until he falls on my body and rests his head right next to mine.
“Lucy,” he mutters in a warning tone. “Lucy, baby. What have you done to me?”
My pulse is racing, and my head’s empty. I thought the tension in my body would be gone, but instead, I want him again. My body’s buzzing in ways I’ve never experienced before, and his sated eyes do something to me that I don’t know how to explain. I hold his head in my hands and wonder what the hell he’s done tome.
Chapter 25
Benson
Thisbeautifulgirlrestingagainst my shoulder has no idea what she just did to me.
Honestly, I don’t even know what she just did to me. It wasn’t just the sex, although the sex is going to be a thing my brain replays for the rest of my life. It’s everything around it. She didn’t put on a show for me. She tried things she had not tried before because she trusted me to try them with her. She wore her actual face the entire time. There was a moment when she laughed at something I said, and the laugh moved through her whole chest and I thought, in that second, that I was going to walk into the Pacific Ocean for this girl if she asked me to.
