Page 23 of The Night the Sea Kept Me

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"You are not a target," he says, his voice a low, vibrating growl.

"You don't understand," I snap, spinning around to face him. The violent motion sends crimson hair whipping across my vision. "You are pale. You are stone. You are seamlessly part of the water. You belong to the dark. You do not know what it is like to—"

He reaches out.

His hand, scarred and broad enough to crush my skull, hovers mere inches from my face. He doesn't make contact, but the intense heat of his skin radiates through the small distance between us, warming my cheek. He slowly traces the line of my jaw in the water, not touching, only following the path of my skin.

"In the deep, there are still those with color," Kael says, his voice dropping to a register vibrating directly in my marrow, "and their color is likewise intentional. It is obviously not for hiding."

I stop breathing entirely.

"Then what is it for?" I whisper, my lips parting.

"It's for warning," he says, his eyes locked onto mine, fierce and unyielding. "It says: I am here. I am dangerous. I am burning."

He moves his hand, finally, closing the tiny gap and pressing his rough palm flat against my cheek.

The contact is electric. It's shocking. His skin is coarse and the friction sends a violent shiver straight down my spine.

"You are not a lure, Vaelis," he murmurs, his thumb brushing the very corner of my mouth. "You are a signal."

"A signal for what?" I breathe, my eyes fluttering shut at the sensation of his thumb tracing my lower lip.

"That the water is alive." His voice is a rough rasp. "That there is something in the dark worth burning for."

I open my eyes and stare at him. My heart is hammering against my ribs so violently the vibration must carry through his palm.

My whole life has been an apology for my own light. I have learned to fold my fins, to soften my edges, to paint myself with pearl dust to fade into the reef's acceptable shades. Here, at the crushing bottom of the world, a creature whose kind is supposed to devour mine is looking at my screaming color as if it is something sacred.

"I'm not dangerous," I force out, though my voice cracks on the words, betraying the lie. "Not truly. Not down here."

Kael's hand travels down the column of my throat, his scarred fingers settling with deliberate weight over the frantic pulse jumping beneath my skin. It is a claim, not a caress.

"You are to me," he says.

The words hang in the water between us.

This has nothing to do with his teeth or his strength. He is talking about the way I have unraveled him. The way I have convinced a creature born to the crushing dark to sit still for a comb. How I have taken a predator and made him look into a mirror.

I lean into his touch. I can't stop myself. The heat of his palm is the only anchor keeping me from floating away into the chaotic vent-light above.

"Kael," I breathe.

He leans in.

The motion is slow, deliberate. For a single, impossible heartbeat, I think he will kiss me. I want it with a sudden, sharp violence that borders on pain. I need to know what the rough terrain of his mouth feels like against my own. I need to know if he tastes of iron and blood, or the clean, brutal salt of the trench.

His lips pause, a breath away from mine. The heat of his exhalation ghosts across my skin. I tilt my chin up, chasing the contact, my eyes closing as I wait for the inevitable strike.

But he stops.

He pulls back. It is barely an inch of water, but it feels like the crushing pressure of the entire trench has rushed between us. His discipline, that iron-forged control, clamps down on the moment, severing it with brutal efficiency. He removes his hand from my throat, though his eyes remain locked on my mouth, black and bottomless with a hunger that makes my stomach clench.

"The current," he says. His voice is rough gravel, strained. "It's shifting. You need to return to the light before it turns fully."

The rejection is cold, but the raw desire still radiating from him is a heat that grounds me in the chaos.

He's right. The vents are no longer a sanctuary.