Miles:Stuck it in the wrong hole and now she’s beating you to death?
Colin:Nah, he’s too much of a pussy for that, Miles. Bet he wouldn’t touch Sofia if she begged him to do it. He probably just poked his thumb with a needle. We all know he can’t see blood.
Miles:Right. Hockey’s justthesport for him.
Grey:Damn, I think he might actually be dead. He’s surprisingly quiet.
Colin:Your friends will miss you, Ron! Lots of love. x
Grey:Hey, just because you fucked once doesn’t mean we willallmiss him.
Miles:Seriously. Ron wouldn’t miss us either.You, he will miss you though, for sure.
Colin:You’re just jealous.
Grey:Not going to lie,Iam.
“You had sex with Colin?” Sofia’s voice pulls my eyes away from my phone. My blood rushes through me a little quicker, my brain forgetting every single word known to the English language. “Aaron?”
I shake my head, not in an attempt to deny her question, but to clear up the fog that built up. “For the experience. You know, trying things out and all.”
She bobs her head lightly, comprehending my words before she starts to laugh, leaning her forehead against my arm. I’m not quite sure if I am supposed to run for my life, be offended or laugh along with her. Either way, hearing Sofia’s giggles eases my nerves at tiny bit.
Though I know Sofia isn’t the type to judge, it’s still a little nerve-wracking to try and find out what the fuck her laughter means in this situation.
“This might be a little too personal, and I’d understand if you don’t want answer, but please tell me he bottomed. Or don’t, whatever you feel comfortable with. But you don’t seem like you’re one to take something up your ass,” she says, fidgeting with her fingers. She avoids looking at me the moment the words leave her mouth, and I just bet she’s mentally beating herself up for having asked.
Oh, okay. She was laughing because she was picturing it, I guess?
“We didn’t go there,” I tell her, laying my hand on her thigh to hopefully ease her nerves a little. “Just sucked each other off and called it quits. I wasn’t going to let Colin in through my back door, and he sure wasn’t letting me do that either. Can’t say I even wanted to, to be honest.” I’m sure even if either of us volunteered to sacrifice their ass, we wouldn’t have gone that far.
With a hint of an awkward smile, Sofia nods slowly. “Does Lily know?”
“I doubt it. Though she did ask me if I was attracted to Colin, so who even knows.” What I do know, however, is that I am not in any way attracted to the male species. Dicks aren’t my thing.
I think experimenting and finding out what is, and what isn’t on your likes list is important. Colin thought the same, clearly. We weren’t drunk or anything, not even tipsy. Hell, we had absolutely no alcohol intake that day whatsoever. It just so happened. One little talk between two guys and a silly idea and shit just went down. Nothing dramatic.
Sofia then moves away from my arm, the loss of her making itself noticeable instantly. The cold, that’s not even cold but chillier now without her warmth on my body, digging through my sweater, sending a strange chill down my spine. It’s like my body refuses to feel warm without any goddamn part of Sofia pressed to mine.
She takes yet another sip from the wine, once again holding the bottle out for me. I still don’t take it despite the eyeroll I earn for it.
I won’t drink tonight. One of us has got to be the sober one, and since it won’t be Sofia, it’s now my very responsibility to make sure she gets home safe, that she will be okay, that she won’t do anything stupid. I will be her protector. If she wants me to or not. But then again, I will always protect her—drunk or not.
“You know, if I were you and had the chance to fuck Colin, I probably would have done the same thing. He’s hot,” Sofia admits, sighing deeply.
“He’s dating your best friend. You shouldn’t say things like that.” I wouldn’t care, truthfully. Sofia and I might not know one another that well anymore, but I would bet all my father’s money on her, having every ounce of faith that she wouldn’t try shit with Colin.
He wouldn’t let it happen anyway. Colin is head over heels in love with my sister, which is a little disgusting, but I’m glad it’s him and not some junkie Lily picked up on the streets,
Anyway, I happen to thinkRihannais pretty good looking, and yet I’d never try to hop into bed with her.
Oh, and I also feel this cruelty in my guts. The cruelty I know is called jealousy but won’t admit it to myself yet. I amnotjealous just because the girl I have had a major crush one since I was a stupid five-year-old thinks my best friend is hot.
Nope. Not jealous.
I also don’t feel the urge to punch my best friend in the face in hopes that it would fuck up his pretty face. Totally not.
Sofia smirks at me, then starts chugging down another few sips from the wine, drawing my eyes to her kissable lips. Lips that are red tonight. A bright, rich red that had my cock standing strong when I looked at her for the first time after she applied her lipstick.
