“That’s why you’re here, aren’t you? To make him see you with another man, to make him jealous?”
She blows the smoke in my face. “You’re crazy.”
My eyes burn, but I won’t give up that easily. “When you said those awful things you wanted to do, I thought you were trying to get back at me for the Valentine’s party and the song. I didn’t know you…” I shake my head. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Tell you what?”
“That you’re in love with someone else.”
“I’m not. Don’t try to turn this on me.” She jabs a finger in my face. “And even if I am, I’ve never led you on or lied to you about how I felt or what I wanted from our relationship. You’re the one who screwed things up.”
“Because I fell in love with you?”
Her hand runs through her hair. “Please stop saying that. I barely dodged that panic attack.”
“Why are you so scared of love?”
“Oh for God’s sake, Viktor.”
“Why won’t you open your heart to me a little, give me a fucking chance?”
“Why won’t you just shut up?” she says through her teeth. Then, suddenly, she bends my head down to her and kisses me.
I don’t resist. All my anger and frustration move behind my desire for her. Until they fade away. Until I fade away, melting in her lips.
She doesn’t feel me as I want her to feel me, and I’m sure she’s using me right now. But I let her. It might be my last chance to ever touch her again.
She drags the last bit of her joint and puts it out in an ashtray on the table. She takes mine away, too. Then she pushes me to the nearest empty chair.
Her knees sink on either side of my thighs as she devours my lips. I don’t wait for her to undress me. The jacket flies off my shoulders. The jeans hang down my ankles.
My hands roam her top. When they reach her tits, I realize she’s not wearing a bra. My cock strains against my boxers, begging to be free. Quickly, I check under her skirt. She is wearing panties.
“Take them off,” she commands me, her voice low and raspy, turning me on even more.
I slide my fingers along the rim and push them down, feeling her ass and the back of her thighs on the way. The panties won’t go down any farther unless she moves her legs. She doesn’t, though. And an awful awareness that everybody is looking at her with her underwear halfway down her thighs and her ass probably hanging out hits me.
“Rip them,” she says with that voice again.
My cock twitches. Big twitch. I grab the panties again, but the last awake shred of my conscience speaks. “You know people can watch. Do you want to do this in a room or something?”
She smirks, and then her fingers grab at the edge of her top and slide it over her head. Her tits tumble free in my face. “Does that answer your question?”
“Fuck.” I lift my palms, covering her tits and looking around to see if anyone is looking.
I swear I’m not a prude. And if she was any other girl, I wouldn’t bat an eye. I’m a rock star. I’m used to having naked girls on my lap, fucking them while everybody is around watching or getting their own action. Still, I don’t want anyone to see Maggie naked.
Relief washes over me when I see that people are already preoccupied by the sex they’re having. With all the ménages and male on male and female on female action—my stare lingers there a little bit—no one cares about a vanilla couple doing it in an armchair.
I use one hand to rip off her panties, the other still covering her tits. Then I push my boxers down to join my jeans around my ankles, freeing my erection.
She bites her lip as she trails my cock with her hungry gaze. Her hand reaches on top of mine hiding both her tits from the crowd, pressing it on her chest. While her other hand wraps around the full length of my erection.
I fill my nostrils with the smell of her torn panties before I set them aside with her top.
Her fist brings the tip of my cock to the entrance of her pussy. She’s not wet yet, and so she rubs it on her opening.
The feeling of her plumb tits, the hardening nipples under my palm as I circle them, and her pussy dampening on my cock bring me to pieces. I pull her, pressing her chest to mine, my hand free to feel her ass up now. Then I lower down and suckle her nipples one by one.
