I went to move, my fingers itching to ease the pain consuming me, but I hesitated. “I… I don’t know how.”
His jaw ticked and so many expressions flashed across his face, but I couldn’t read any of them. “Do not move a fucking muscle.” He started walking toward me, slowly, painfully. I couldn’t focus. “Nollie, I need you to promise me you won’t move.”
I whimpered, but forced myself to nod.
“I think our drinks were laced with Ahthimil.”
It wasn’t until my eyes snapped to his that I realized I’d been gawking at his cock. It was so much larger than I imagined. But then again, everything about him was huge. I wanted to taste it. I wanted him to put it in?—
“Nollie.”
I shook my head, trying to focus, realizing I was staring again.
“I’m going to help you come. It will all go away after you do.” My legs spread wider without meaning to. All I heard was that he was going to touch me again.
Hael’s knees slammed against the hard floor, the sound was so jarring, as he sank between my legs again. I propped myself onto my elbows, wanting to see him better, my back hunching over. He grabbed my hand, dragging my fingers over my stomach and moving them between my legs.
“Take these two fingers.” His voice was strained. “Move them likethis.” He guided my hand in a circular motion and my body instantly cooled. All the pain leaving me as I narrowly focused on the sensation spiraling inside me.
“Does this feel good?”
I nodded, then threw my head back the moment he pressed my hand harder against me. The pressure was everything but not nearly enough. I wanted him. I tried to squirm, to reposition myself so that it was his hand I was feeling and not my own.
“Do not fucking move.Please?—”
I didn’t listen. I wasn’t sure what he was about to do, but I didn’t wait to see. My hands ripped out and grabbed onto his hair, trying to drag his face between my legs again.
He froze for one heartbeat and I swore he was going to give in. But then he was gone, and I was burning up all over again. Heat was consuming me.
“Nollie.” My gaze snapped to his. He’d taken multiple steps back and was standing too far away. “Touch yourself. Just like I showed you. You need to come.”
My hand found my clit again and my fingers started moving mindlessly, not processing what his words meant and why Ineededto.
“Yes. Just like that. Good. Don’t stop. Keep moving?—”
My gaze was shifting between his cock and face, watching as he mindlessly pumped himself, before cursing and breathing heavily out of his mouth. His breaths were just as ragged as my own. Sweat was dripping down the muscles of his abdomen… His eyes shifting from lust to strain as he watched me.
My hand didn’t feel the same as his, but the pain faded and blissfulness was taking over. I ground my hips against myself, moving them in a circle, wanting more, while simultaneously enjoying every fucking second of it.
I couldn’t process any of it, couldn’t think about what it meant, except for the fact that it felt good. Everything was a blur of pleasure and euphoria. The fire melted and I started shaking for an entirely different reason.
I might have called him a god. I might have begged him to havesex with me over and over again as he talked me through how to touch myself.
All my thoughts dissipated until it was only him. I was staring at him, imagining it was his hand instead, letting his voice coax me through it. Losing myself to his scent. The touch. Thefeeling.
It was everything but not nearly enough. The pressure kept building and building the more I worked my fingers, and I didn’t know how to handle it. My hips bucked as he told me to put a finger inside…
“Hael,” I breathed.
“Don’t stop. Keep going. Just like that…”
It was overpowering, overwhelming, too much?—
My core tightened, my legs started shaking as I screamed his name again and again and my head flung backwards. Right as I was about to come, he stepped toward me. I briefly felt pressure against my hand as he sank between my legs again. His hand was overtop mine, moving my own beneath it as I came undone.
I couldn’t stop trembling. My heart was beating erratically against my chest and my breathing felt like it had when I first adjusted to the altitude, but I was no longer burning.
Hael stared at me from between my legs.
