“No, you stop!” she snapped right back. “You don’t get to tell me how to feel about this. You don’t get to drop something like that and then act like I’m overreacting.”
She shook her head, stepping back from me.
“You not overreacting. I know it’s fucked up. But it happened a long time ago. I stayed away from your family for a long time alright? I didn’t even remember what Alice looked like until I found out you were her kid. I felt like shit for not saying anything, especially after you said you had feelings for me but by then it was too late.”
“You lying bitch, I don’t believe a word you say. You had a million opportunities to tell me the truth but decided pussy was more important. Now you invite me over here to tell me this bullshit? I’m outta here.”
She walked to the front door and I followed.
“Bunny. Let me finish talking to you. It’s not even like that, okay? I didn’t hold it back ‘cause I wanted to keep sleeping with you. I’m just telling you now because I thought you deserved to know.”
“Fuck out of here!” She turned to me with her hand on the door handle. “I deserved to know before you put your hands on me again! I feel fucking dumb for sitting here thinking this was something real when whole time you had this in the back of your mind.”
I took a step toward her. She stepped back immediately.
“Don’t,” she said.
I stopped. “I’m sorry, Bunny. Everything you feel right now is valid. I’m beyond fucked up. I hurt you and I swear I never wanted it to come to that.”
She laughed once but it was ironic, like what I said was a joke.
“You said this would break my heart,” she said, voice lower now but still shaking.
I swallowed.
“Is this it?” she asked. “Is this the heart break you promised me?”
I didn’t say anything.
She let out a short, bitter laugh again then opened my door.
“Good fucking job.”
…
Rory.
I ain’t really wanna talkabout this shit right now, but fuck that nigga for real.
CONFESSIONS | PART II
Marlon.
People always assumethe Dom was in control in most agreements, but that’s not the case.
Any seasonedDom knows that it’s our Sub who controls us.
My needs came second when it comes to her.
She says she needs me and I’m on the way.
She says she’s upset and I’ll do everything in my power to change that.
She says she’s upset with me? I was ready to jump out the fucking window.
When she didn’t showup to work, I told myself to leave it alone.
Give her space. Let her cool off.
