Sai gently cups my face, his thumbs brushing my cheeks, and whispers, “I’m going to touch.”
I laugh softly, the sound breathy and warm against his lips. “It doesn’t count if you’re already touching, pet.”
The Omega haze I’ve been fighting ever since I designated is creeping in, but with Sai it feels amazing. It feels safe. His hands slide down my sides, caressing my waist and hips with slow, reverent strokes. I melt into the touch, letting the haze settle deeper because his attention makes it feel like home instead of a threat.
Sai slowly kisses me, his tongue sliding against mine while his hands keep exploring. He pulls back just enough to look into my eyes and murmurs, “Your heat is close, isn’t it?”
I hum, hating to acknowledge it but knowing it won’t do any good if I deny it. The biology is already humming under my skin, making every touch feel electric. The silence filters back in before I address what’s truly been bothering me. “Yesterday, I overheard that you were getting married. You said somethingabout not going yesterday too and I love that. I just... I don’t want to be that person and ask what is this but…”
Sai kisses me again, cutting off the words. “I don’t want to talk about Elias.”
“I know,” I whisper against his lips. “I know we don’t talk about who we are or what this is but, Sai, I need something. You’ve seen all of me. I just need something.”
Sai looks sheepish for a moment, then gives me a little window into his family. His voice is quiet and raw as he explains how everything is chosen for them, how they are the face of everything, how a slip-up is disaster in the family’s eyes. I listen, my hands stroking his chest while he speaks.
“Is that why choosing is so difficult for you?” I ask gently.
Sai whispers, “It has to be perfect, Doll. Absolutely perfect. I hate it.”
“And Elias?”
“It’s for the good of the family.” He pauses, then adds, “Last night I didn’t go to the dinner and everything just got so loud. I needed you.”
I smile and press a kiss to his jaw. “And this? Us?”
Sai’s voice is hesitant but honest. “I want it but I don’t know… I…”
I cut him off with a soft kiss. “You’re mine for as long as I have you.”
I slowly stand up on shaky legs, but he pulls me back by my hips before I can take a step. He absolutely devastates me as he eats me out, his tongue licking every filthy inch of my slick hole. I cry out with pleasure as I start slicking badly, my hands braced on the coffee table while Sai continues.
“Must be your favorite position, Alpha,” I moan out but for a moment, I’m not in charge. Sai is.
I always thought having an Alpha take charge would be the worst thing, but it isn’t. Having an Alpha who listens and iswholly obsessed is the best thing in the world. Sai’s tongue fucks into me, licking up every drop of slick and his own cum while his hands spread me open. He moans against my skin like he can’t get enough, the sound vibrating through me and making my cock leak steadily onto the floor.
I come like this, spraying all over Sai’s lap in thick pulses while my hole clenches around his tongue. I sag forward, barely able to hold myself up, and gasp, “Jesus, Sai… what…”
Sai grins, his face and chin covered in slick and cum as I fall back against his chest. “I just needed another taste before tomorrow.”
I give him a small, dazed smile and murmur, “Well you can do that anytime. Fuck, I don’t think I can walk.”
