Sai’s arms wrap around me. “I wouldn’t expect you to be, Doll. However, if this is just the start of your heat, I’m excited to see the rest of it.”
I smile against his neck and roll my hips once more, feeling his knot tug inside me. The night is far from over. My heat has only just started, and I have the only Alpha I have ever wanted right where he belongs.
Locked inside me.
Completely mine.
Between waves the world goes soft.
Sai leaves the nest long enough to grab water and returns with a full glass. I’ve been dragging him beneath me for hours, clawing his shoulders, back, and arms until he knots me and my body pulls me into sleep. I’m not even sure what time it is, a tired groan pulling from my lips as Sai reenters the nest.
He helps me sit up, one arm behind my back, and brings the rim to my lips so I can drink without spilling. Cool liquid slides down my throat and I sigh at the relief. He sets the glass aside, then picks up a small cloth he must have dampened in the bathroom. With careful strokes, he wipes sweat from my forehead, my neck, and the hollow of my collarbone. Every touch is gentle, a mixture of a claim and worship.
He cleans the mess of slick and cum from my thighs and stomach without hesitation or shame, like tending to me is the most natural thing he has ever done. I watch him through half-lidded eyes. The sub and dom parts of us have stepped aside for a moment. What remains does not have a name. It’s quieter than anything I can put my finger on. Deeper. I reach for his wrist and pull his hand to my cheek. He lets me hold it there while his thumb brushes slow circles across my skin.
“You are taking such good care of me,” I murmur.
“That’s what I’m here for, doll because I’m yours.” He presses a kiss to my nose. “And you’re mine.” Then he presses a soft kiss to my lips. “This is how I see you,” he whispers. “Not the performer. Not the cam persona. Just you. Being yourself. I like this version of my Omega.”
My whole face lights up at the claim. “Your Omega?”
His nose drags along my cheek as he scents me, grinning with every pass against my flesh. “Yes,mine.”
Subsciously, I angle my head to the side, exposing my neck. Some part of me wants him to claim me for real. The other part knows we haven’t yet breached that conversation and I’m too high out of my mind to truly appreciate the moment.
Sai dips his lips to the curve of my neck, pulling me closer to his chest. His teeth scrap against the skin before he pulls back. “When you ask me again, I’ll say yes.”
I reach up to caress the side of his face when heat surges through me so fast my back arches off the nest. Slick floods out in a rush that further soaks the sheets beneath us. I grab Sai’s shoulders and pull him down on top of me, legs wrapping around his waist.
“Inside me,” I gasp. “Now. I need you now.”
He slides into me in one smooth thrust. The stretch is everything I need as a loud, shameless moan tears from me when he bottoms out, his knot already swelling against my rim. I rock up to meet him, heels digging into his back.
“Harder,” I demand. “Give me everything.”
Sai obeys instantly. He fucks me deep, hips snapping forward so his cock drags over that perfect spot inside me with every stroke. I reach between us and stroke myself in time with his thrusts, fingers slick and frantic.
“Yes, just like that,” I pant. “Don’t stop. Fuck, Sai, please.” I can’t even be embarrassed by my own pleas because my whole body feels like fire. It’s never been this bad.
I place a hand to Sai’s chest. He sits back on his knees as I flop over onto my stomach and push my ass into the air. “Like this.”
Sai sinks back into me, the deeper angle exactly what I need. “God, you’re so gorgeous, Doll,” he purrs.
Then something shifts. His pace turns feral. His hands grip my hips hard enough to bruise as he starts pounding into me with short, brutal thrusts. He mutters “Doll” over and over like a chant, voice rough and broken. “My Doll. Fuck, my pretty little Doll. Taking my cock so deep. Gonna fill you up. Gonna knot you so full you feel me for days.”
I lose my mind under the roughness. My fingers fist the sheets as he rails me, each snap of his hips forcing a broken moan out of my throat. It feels so good it almost hurts. I can’t think. I can only take it.
He keeps going harder, muttering filth against my back. “Mine. This hole is mine. Gonna breed you, Doll. Gonna lock you on my knot and pump you full until you’re dripping with me.”
I realize it then. The frantic edge in his voice, the way his rhythm has gone completely wild, the heat pouring off his skin. He’s in rut.
Before I can say anything he roughly grips my chin and twists my head back. His mouth crashes into mine in a filthy, tongue-licking kiss that steals what little breath I have left. The kiss travels down my jaw, until he reaches my ear, his teeth sinking in hard.
I stiffen at first, the sharp sting cutting through the pleasure. Then Sai comes with a roar. “You’re mine, Doll! All mine!” His knot swells impossibly bigger against my ass as he spills deep inside me, pulse after pulse of hot cum flooding me.
I come right as he slips out, my orgasm hitting so hard my vision whites out. Before I can even catch my breath he flips me onto my back, thrusts back in, and keeps fucking me as hard as he can. His knot swells fully even while he’s still moving, stretching me wider, locking us together with every chaotic thrust.
He comes again, hips jerking wildly, still snarling “Mine, mine, mine” against my ear.
My eyes widen as I feel the connection between us click, the obsession, the desire, the submission all pouring off of Sai. My hand flies up to my ear, wetness coating my fingers. I pull them away and stare at the blood on them, realizing exactly just what Sai did.
My Alpha freezes above me, the rut haze clearing from his eyes in an instant as his whole body goes rigid above me.
“What have I done?” he whispers, voice cracking with horror.
