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A beat.

Then Dominic said, softly, “Okay, Flash. Go.”

Not angry.

Not resentful.

Just… letting me.

“I’ll call you tomorrow,” I promised.

“You don’t have to promise,” he replied. “Just do it.”

“I will,” I said again.

We hung up.

The silence that followed was immediate and loud.

I stared at my phone.

My thumb hovered over his name.

Over the text field.

Over the place where I could have said something real.

Instead, I opened my calendar.

And added a reminder to call him tomorrow.

Then another reminder to pick a term project.

Then another reminder to review Noor’s edits.

Then another reminder to send Frankie the mood board.

The screen filled with color blocks.

Green. Blue. Yellow.

Purple—still a suggestion.

I stared at it until my eyes blurred.

And told myself, like a prayer, like a lie, like a plan.

Tomorrow.

From Rachel’s Diary:

This was supposed to be two lines.

That’s all the time I have.

Work is crazy. René keeps pushing harder and I can’t tell if it’s because I’m improving or because he’s testing how far I bend before something snaps.

Mischa is worse. She doesn’t push. She just looks at the work and asks the one question I don’t want to answer.