At first, it was a little awkward, with neither Kade nor I knowing quite what the other was going to do, and we bumped our noses and foreheads together several times – not hard enough to hurt, but it made me question whether this was going to work.
But just when I was about to suggest we try something else, Kade pulled back just far enough to give me an assessing once-over, and then a reassuring little nod. I couldn’t have said exactly what it was, but something in his expression conveyed an idea that this was supposed to befun. It was not a life-and-death mission. The idea was to get Jai to enjoy this, at the same time as enjoying it ourselves.
I decided to relax, knowing Kade would alert me if I needed to slow down, and confident that Jai had enough freedom to tell Kade what he wanted, even if he didn’t have the courage to tell me. I also decided that if I was going to be mouthing the dick of a man who was the epitome of male attractiveness, then I should bloody well be enjoying it myself.
I edged a little closer to Kade, setting one hand on his thigh and giving it a squeeze. Then I leaned in to lick Jai again, and was quick to realise that rather than both of us fumbling over space, Kade moved to mirror my actions. If I moved up to the head of Jai’s cock, he moved as well. When I ran my tongue around the head, Kade did likewise. I started testing how well he could match me, to the point that we ended up kissing each other, with the head of Jai’s cock still caught between our mouths. A couple of faint moans and mumbles from above us confirmed that Jai was still on board with the plan.
Then, just to keep Kade on his toes, I slid my hand further up his thigh and took hold of his cock. He let out a squeak and his body jerked. But only a moment later, I felt his hand on my thigh – without him taking his mouth off Jai’s cock – and then his hand was around my erection, mimicking my movements.
I broke off laughing, not at all ashamed of being the one to crack first. Jai had apparently been watching what we were doing, and he chuckled as he looked down at us both.
“I have another idea,” I said, sitting back on my heels. “You said you wanted to try something you haven’t done before. And I’m very aware that you don’t enjoy being penetrated.” I watched Jai carefully for his reaction, even as I anticipated that he’d be on board with my next idea – even if he was a little surprised by it. “But were you taught much about penetrating someone else?” The language I was using was deliberately clinical, since I didn’t want there to be any chance that he would misunderstand me through an ill-advised colloquialism.
Jai’s eyebrows rose and he spent a few seconds fumbling for a reply. “Uh… no, sir, I wasn’t.”
Kade had also perked up at my sideways suggestion. “Would you likemeto be on the receiving side?” he offered. It was a predictable response, not only because Kade was always eager to please me, but because that was the way we did things when it was just the two of us. Intercourse wasn’t always involved, as we both knew plenty of tricks to have fun in other ways, but when it was on the table, I was always the one topping.
This time, though, I quickly shut that idea down. “No. I had something else in mind,” I said, smirking at Jai. “I was thinking maybe you should top me.”
Once again, I kept it as a suggestion, not an order. It could well be the case that penetration of any sort had unpleasant connotations for him. His response was to stare at me wide-eyed, apparently unable to form a reply. And yet, I couldn’t tellfrom his expression whether he was aghast with the idea, or just surprised by it. I waited, giving him plenty of time to overcome his shock, and then to think about how he really felt about it.
“I didn’t think masters did that sort of thing,” he said finally, his expression turning wary, his tone diffident.
“I know you’re taught that they don’t,” I said, being deliberately gentle. “But as I’ve said before, we tend to do a fair few things differently in the Alliance. So it’s certainly a possibility. It only depends on the specific people involved and how they all feel about it.”
I was aware of Kade watching me quizzically. I’d never raised the topic with him, though I didn’t think he’d be jealous of that fact. Rather, he was more likely to simply be curious, or perhaps a touch confused, just as Jai was. He and I were still kneeling on the floor, and I had no intention of changing the difference in our heights until Jai had given me a clear answer, one way or the other. I wanted to avoid any risk of inadvertently intimidating him, if I got up and ended up standing over him.
“I would…” He glanced at my groin, my erection still prominent. “I would be interested to try that,” he said eventually. Even as I was pleased with his answer, I was still acutely aware that his response was well outside the norm for a dimari. According to normal behavioural standards, he should be offering to do whatever would please his master, rather than expressing his own preferences, even if they agreed with my requests.
I glanced at Kade, hoping to make sure I hadn’t missed any subtle cues from Jai, but Kade merely nodded, an encouraging little smile on his lips.
“All right, then.” I stood up, stroking my cock idly as I fetched a tube of lube from the nightstand. I tossed it to Jai, then climbed onto the bed, rearranging the pillows so I was halfway propped up, lying on my back. I wanted to be able to watch him,partly to make sure he was still a willing participant, and partly just to enjoy the view. Given my usual activities with Kade, it had been a long time since I’d bottomed – several years at least – but it certainly wouldn’t be the first time. I parted my legs, gave my cock a few parting strokes, then just settled back.
“Go slowly,” I cautioned Jai, as he dithered about at the end of the bed. “Think back to when you first started your sexual training. You would have taken things fairly slowly, right?” Oh god, I hoped that was true. I knew the Eumadians could be assholes, but the overall purpose of their training was to get the dimari to enjoy their various duties. So hopefully they’d at least let him start easy, before ramping up the intensity.
Thankfully, Jai nodded. “Yes, sir,” he said. But then he said something that surprised me. “Could I... Would I be allowed to blow you a little first?”
I felt my eyebrows rise. “Yes, if you want to. But don’t push yourself,” I cautioned him. “Don’t do anything that’s uncomfortable.”
He smiled at that, a real, warm, genuine smile, and I wondered what hidden gems I was going to start discovering as he became more comfortable with me. He was brilliantly smart, that much was clear, but there was far more to a personality than justintelligent.
Jai settled himself more comfortably on the bed, perched on his knees as he leaned over me. He ducked down and licked at the head of my cock, a few slow, lazy strokes, before taking the whole of the head into his mouth. I couldn’t help but wonder what his purpose was here. I had the niggling feeling that it was more than just wanting to please his master. Perhaps it was some kind of test, seeing if I’d start pushing, grabbing his head, for example? Perhaps he wanted to tease me a bit and see if I got frustrated and angry?
Or maybe this was really about him, letting him experiment with a willing subject? I didn’t know, and at the end of the day, it wasn’t important. Regardless of his motives, I was going to let him set the pace, and voice encouragements, but not demands.
Kade came and sat on the bed beside me, facing towards Jai, and I could see from the motion of his arm that Kade was stroking himself. Then I caught another glimpse of motion that I’d been too distracted to notice until now – Jai was stroking himself as well.
After a few minutes, Jai pulled back, picking up the lube again. He coated two fingers, and I watched, trying to tell myself I didn’t need to be nervous. I was sure Jai had no intention to hurt me, but given the extremes that he’d been taught to endure, would he still remember how careful he’d needed to be at the start of his training?
He reached down and teased my entrance, watching me carefully to judge my reactions. And that simple detail made me relax a whole lot. I squirmed, unused to the sensation, but also wanting more of it. He pressed a little harder, and one fingertip slipped inside me.
He spent a while just pressing that digit in and out, spreading the lube around, letting me get used to the sensation… and then I saw a knowing glint light his eyes. I had about half a second to wonder what it meant before he slid a second finger into me, found my prostate like a pro, and pressed hard into it.
“Oh, fuck me!” I yelped, my hips bucking off the bed. “Oh god…”
“Did you like that, sir?” Jai asked, his voice now a sultry purr, and I glanced down at him to find a teasing smirk on his face. I had to pause as I processed both his voice and his expression. It was vaguely reminiscent of his initial attempt at ‘seduction’, in the shower on our first day. That display had been disturbing, rather than enticing, the performance so obviously fake that I’dfelt repulsed by it. So my first thought when seeing the seductive expression on his face was to wonder whether he was simply putting on another performance.
But his body language was entirely different from that first day. This, I could easily believe, was a genuine expression of enjoyment, and of the desire to provide enjoyment for me. And even if I turned out to be wrong, I trusted Kade enough to step in, if things started going off the rails.
