"What are you waiting for?" I ask.
"Nothing you need to know about."
"I don't know, Ice. Part of me wants to, but the other part of me is afraid."
"Afraid that tonight will be it?" he asks and I nod. He rakes his hand through his hair and says, "Look, I won't make you promises that I can't keep. But I will promise you this—tonight won't be a fuck-and-dump night."
Like a love-sick fool, I agree.What have I just agreed to? A world of heartache!my subconscious quickly reminds me. Ice turns to leave, taking my hand and leading me back into the clubhouse. I follow him up the back staircases and directly to his room.Holy fuck, this is really gonna happen!
Once we're inside his room, he closes the door behind him and walks over to me. I'm wearing a short jean skirt and a low cut V-neck t-shirt and flip-flops. "Take off your shoes," he says. I slip out of them and he wraps one arm around my waist, pulling me close. He begins backing me directly toward the wall. Once I have nowhere else to go, his hands slip beneath my skirt and he cups my ass. He moans and says, "You're wearing a thong. I fucking love thongs."
I have no time to think or answer, as the only thing that is on my mind is how his hands burn on my ass. He pulls me against him. Dipping his head against the top of my shirt, his lips brush against the swell of my breasts. I sigh breathlessly as pleasure rockets through my body.
He pushes himself up against me and I can feel his erection pushing at my core. He lifts my arms above my head and holds them up briefly while he stares down at me. "You are a beautiful woman, Honey," he says, then adds, "You look …" He hesitates while he still continues to lock his gaze with mine. "You look sexy as hell like that," he finally says. He then trails his hands down the sides of my body as he moves in to kiss me. My arms instinctively wrap around his neck as I pull him closer. My insides are all fluttery and I feel as if I am freefalling. His hands roam all over my body. He hungrily caresses and digs at my skin. I'm panting when he pulls away from our kiss. He reaches again under my skirt and yanks my panties off, ripping them to shreds.
He moves his hand between my legs and rubs his finger directly against my opening. I moan breathlessly. "I can't decide whether to bend you over and fuck you or suck on this," he says as he slides his finger inside.
"Oh God, Ice, I can't take anymore," I cry out. He swiftly lifts me up as if I weigh nothing and carries me over to the bed, setting me on the edge. Before I can utter another word, he kneels before me.Holy fuck. Ice, the President of the Knights of Silence MC, is kneeling before me.The power that it affords me is exhilarating. Hiking up my skirt and moving my legs to drape over his shoulders, he leans in and begins to lick my pussy. He starts slow, teasing me, but then picks up the pace. His tongue is relentless against my clit and I can't help but cry out his name as pleasure shoots through my body. My orgasm comes quickly and he moans, not stopping until I do. It's too much. It's delicious, and I want more.
He crawls up on the bed and kisses me. I can taste myself on him and it's so fucking sexy. I reach down and grasp the button on his jeans, pulling and tugging to free him. Getting the button undone, I then reach for the zipper and tug it down quickly. All the while, his lips never leave mine.
"Wait," he says. He gets up from the bed and removes his jeans. He then opens the drawer to his nightstand and pulls out a condom and sheaths himself.
Oh fuck, I didn't think of that. Thank God he did.He then leans down and pulls my skirt off. He crawls back up on the bed and I have to touch him. I reach down and begin to caress his balls. He moans in pleasure. I grab onto his dick and guide him to me. I have to feel him inside me and I can't wait any longer.
I arch my back to meet him as he pushes inside me. He's fucking huge and his dick stretches my walls, but it feels so fucking good. I'm so wet, but I need to adjust to his girth. "Your pussy feels so good, love," he says. If I wasn't all flesh and bones, I would melt right here and now. He begins moving inside me, burying himself deep.
"Oh, God," I cry. "Harder! Please!" I beg.
He obeys, pounding relentlessly into me. I'm being fucked like I have never been fucked before, and I know that no other man will ever compare to this. I scream as pleasure fills my body. I cum hard and fast, but Ice doesn't stop. He hisses as he continues to pump inside of me until he finds his own release. "Aww fuck, Honey!" he says as he falls on top of me.
Aww, fuck is right. That has got to be the best sex I've ever had.He gets up from the bed and walks into the bathroom, I assume to remove the condom and clean himself up. A few minutes later he comes back with a washcloth and to my surprise, he begins to clean me as well.Yep, I'm in love and my heart is going to break. I'm fucking doomed.
When he's done, he goes back into the bathroom and closes the door. He says nothing and suddenly I feel like I don't belong here. His lack of words at this point when I need affirmation the most leaves me feeling that I have just been used. It was the one thing I was warned about and I wanted to avoid. Holding back tears, I quickly get up from the bed and get dressed. Just as I'm about to leave, the bathroom door opens.
"Where are you going?" he asks.
"Back to my room," I reply.
"Ok," he says.
I know I made the right call. As soon as the door closes behind me, the tears begin to fall.Thank God everyone else is in bed. It's bad enough I have to do the walk of shame, but it would be even worse if it was in front of the entire MC.
As I walk through the dark common area of the clubhouse, making my way to the other side of the building and my room, I hear a low voice say, "I told you so." I turn back and see Hawk sitting at the bar in the dark with only the glow of his cigarette for light. I didn't know he smoked, I've never seen him smoke until now. There is a glass of what I assume is bourbon sitting in front of him. He's right, he warned me…and I'm too embarrassed to offer a response. I now know what he meant by train wreck. I nod and turn back toward the stairs and go to my room.
