“I did it for me! I don’t want to be your wife. Even while detoxing, I never thought I would become your wife.” I scoffed.“But I know you have to choose. I know your Don gave you an ultimatum. Bahati or me, right?”
“You shouldn’t have been snooping.”
“I didn’t snoop anything! It was obvious! The entire plane ride, the way you kept bouncing your eyes between her and me. I could see you compartmentalizing and listing why one woman was better than the other and vice versa.”
“You don’t know what I was thinking, Solana.”
“Your not denying it tells me I know exactly what you were thinking, Shio.”
“So what now… You clean? The door was open, and no one is here. Why didn’t you leave? Isn’t that what you planned on doin’ the night I caught you stuffin’ that shit up yo’ nose? Fuck me and flee?”
“That was then, and this is now. I am going to take a few more days to get my thoughts in order, and then I am going to ask the girls to help me. I am in no position to turn down anything. Jisei said I could stay here so I may explore that option. When I get on my feet, I will find my family and maybe move to another state. I know how to sit still and make decisions without my emotions now. If I lived in this state, I would only be putting myself in harm’s way. Maybe in the path of the Rodríguezes.”
Shio kissed his teeth. “They ain’t gonna fuck with you.” He gritted his teeth in a growl-like manner with each word he spoke.
“That is good to know.”
“And you not moving out of state, Solana.”
“That is not for you to decide.” I huffed and uncrossed my arms. “I am an addict to you, and you need to worry about the other things in your world. I will be just fine.”
“But you said we’re both addicts.”
The movement was so swift and silent that I hadn’t realized he had latched onto the hem of my nightgown until I was being pulled in his direction.
“Shio, no.”
“You said I’m addicted to workin’ out…”
I tried to back up in the opposite direction, but the gown was stretched to its capacity. I could feel the threads giving out and hear them begging to tear.
“Sh—”
“I’m addicted to eatin’ clean.”
I was still trying to resist as he kept pulling me toward him.
“To worship. To my family. To my grind. But you left one thing out, Solana.”
Riiiiip
The gown tore right down the middle and slid from my arms. I was standing between his legs, naked as the day I was born. He swooped me into his arms, folding my knees directly on his thighs. My breasts bounced onto his face, and the smile he gave me as he kissed each one made a small gush of liquid moisten my vagina.
“You left out my most dangerous fuckin’ addiction… My newest one.”
“Shio, just?—”
The cool air circulating in the room brushed against my skin as his arm wrapped around my thighs and he hoisted me up. My vagina was now directly in his face, and no amount of wiggling could remove my hips from his strong hands.
“You, Solana. Yo’ ass my fuckin’ addiction, and I’m ready to relapse.”
“Shio, wait?—”
He pressed his mouth onto my vagina lips while holding me upright, cutting my words off instantly. As he sucked my budinto his mouth, I could feel the back of my knees pressing against his shoulders.
Sluuuuurp
He licked and then sucked my entire vagina into his mouth, leaving me no choice but to grip his shoulders. Suddenly, the air was too hot, my skin was too hot, his touch was too hot. But his mouth was the perfect temperature. Biting my bottom lip to suppress the moans that I was too embarrassed to let go of, I made the mistake of looking down.
