I nodded, watching her tear a packet open with her teeth before I inched back enough to let her roll it on.
I lowered my body and whispered, “Take me, Cec.”Make me yours.
She eased her hand between our bodies and guided my shaft to her slick heat.
I knew this wasn’t going to be quick or easy so I lowered my head, biting my lip as I planned to take it nice and slow, giving her all the time she needed to adjust to me. I wanted this to be the stuff her dreams were made of.
She gasped when she brought her hips up to meet mine. Damn. She was tight as hell and I… couldn’t make it easy for her if I wanted to. I was determined to make it last, but it would take every ounce of strength I possessed, because with every nudge I lost a little more control.
“Jesus, Knox…”
I knew what she was thinking. Snug didn’t begin to describe it. “I know, babe. Just relax for me.”
“You could have warned me you were huge!”
I chuckled, unable to help myself. Only Cece could make me laugh at a time like this.
I kissed her, knowing the only way to help her relax was to take her mind off the pinch of pain. It worked. We were getting lost in each other and before I knew it I was fully seated, stretching her, and judging by the expression on her gorgeous face, she was loving it.
“You good now?” I whispered, brushing my lips across her cheek.
“Better than good. Ah, it feels amazing.”
I moved slowly, lacing her fingers with mine as I leaned back, taking it all in. Fantasy couldn’t possibly live up to moments like this. I was a part of her, she was a part of me, like we were fused together. Permanently. I knew long after her body was free, her heart would still belong to me and this moment.
“This has been a long time coming.” My voice was raspy with emotion. I felt overwhelmed by my love for this girl. No one had ever owned me like this. “Too long.” I was ramping it up, but still lost in the rhythm our heart beats seemed to set.
She nodded, but said nothing. A tear glided down her cheek into her hair, but I wasn’t worried. The fear was gone. She was just overwhelmed, same as I was, by what she was feeling. When you knew someone as well as I knew her, you didn’t have to hear the words, you had an unspoken language.
“This was always meant to be, you know, you and me.” My body was taking over now, letting my mind spill all my secrets. “You’re perfect for me. In every way.”
“I love you, Knox.”
My heart twisted at those three little words. It’s not that we’d never said them before, but this time everything felt different. “I love you too, angel.” That seemed to kick it into high gear, because slow and easy was no longer an option. The momentum was suddenly fierce and demanding and she was racing to the finish line.
“I need to—”
“I know.” The jerking coupled with the constriction almost did me in, but I was determined to let her ride this out.
I covered my body with hers and tried to slow things down, but she took control, wrapping her legs around my waist, and tipping her hips while her nails skimmed my back.
“I want to see you lose control, Knox. Just for me.” Her tongue flicked my ear as her teeth grazed. “I want you on your back. I want to watch you.”
This lady could have anything she wanted from me, all she had to do was say the word. Cars, furs, and diamonds. Nothing was out of her reach. But I knew the only thing she’d ever ask for was my love and commitment, which made me want her even more.
I was tired of being used, tired of meaningless romps that left me feeling empty. I wanted this from now on. A meaningful connection with a woman who meant everything to me.
I flipped us around so she was straddling my waist, her hair blanketing us when she leaned down to kiss me. She smiled as she traced the interlocking C’s on my arm. “I love this.”
It’s you, girl. It’s always been you. It just took me so damn long to realize it.
“I do too.” I sucked her fingertip into my mouth as she was tracing my lower lip. “Even more now.”
When I gripped her hips, she tipped her head back. “Ah, that feels amazing.”
I thought I was as hard as I could get, but this girl kept proving me wrong. Seeing her perfect breasts on display made me realize there were no limits to how much I could want her. My hands were big, but she was more than a handful and I sure as hell wasn’t complaining as I skimmed my thumbs over her peaked nipples and twisting just enough to give her that bite of pain I was starting to realize she liked.
“Ohhh….” She braced her hands on my chest and started rocking against me, making me curse as I held on to my tenuous grip on self-control.
