With a laugh, I do as she says. When I’m done, I head downstairs for dinner, where my parents have dinner waiting, and a bunch of dealership spreadsheets fanned out on the table. There’s something stiff about the way Mom’s shoulders are set. And Dad rubs his temples as she lets out a sigh. It’s times like these that reassure me their future isn’t one I want for myself.
As we eat, their dinner conversation drones on about quarterly sales and new hires. Dad’s voice is serious, and Mom nods along, jotting notes.
My phone buzzes in my pocket. For a moment, I brace for a Little Birdie notification. But when I tilt the screen toward me, it’s not a gossip alert.
It’s Rue. Nerves attack my chest.Calm down, Ezra. You don’t have to tell her how you feel right this second.
Rue
made it through my algebra 2 study guide without dying. felt obligated to let you know
I huff out a laugh and text back.
Me
proud of you lol that thing was like 14 pages
My fingers hover over the keyboard. The urge to tell her everything builds inside me like a dam about to burst. But I know I need to wait and plan this out. Something so important shouldn’t be stated over text. No way.
Me
are you excited for the musical this weekend?
Rue
surprisingly, yes. even though it means our time in the booth has come to an end
Me
see, I knew you secretly loved having me up there with you
Rue
it’s not such a big secret
Cheeks burning, I reread her message five times while I finish dinner and head back to my room. It makes something settle deep and warm behind my ribs. Maybe Olivia is rightabout Rue liking me back. Still, I try to keep my hopes in check in case she’s wrong.
Rue
you’ll do amazing Friday, by the way, and I’ll be there to cheer you on
Me
thanks. it definitely helps having you in my corner
Another long pause. I watch the typing bubbles appear, vanish, and reappear, which sends my heart into full chaos mode.
Rue
I don’t know how much of a corner I am, knowing very little about basketball, but I’m here
Me
you’re a big corner. the best one
Rue
lol
