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This is why I keep extra clothes down here.

That settled, I hit the code for the incinerator, taking care of what’s left of the man in the polo. Edison had it installed once he realized that I truly enjoy taking someone down to the atoms.

And this monster? He deserved everything I gave him. I love it when they die terrified.

It makes me feel a little more human.

I wonder what Oakley would think of that.

That reminds me. This one took a little longer than I had anticipated, and now I’m late for Oakley’s test.

I curse as I exit the room.

That fucking test.

As soon as I take it, he’ll know.

He’ll know.

7

OAKLEY

I’ve been staringat a blank wall for over an hour.

My new office is blissfully sterile. All shiny surfaces, meant to reflect and disappear into the Hill Country. I’m normally a plant guy. Art too. But right now, I appreciate the emptiness. It’s easier than acknowledging the files that are still open on my laptop.

The second I got to my computer, I pulled Silas’s file. I was so eager to get the answers to the questions I’ve always had. I was in no way prepared for what I found.

I read the reports. Including the report my father wrote about how he killed a human trafficker named Silas Wayne Blake.

Our Silas’s sperm donor.

I saw the videos. Specifically, the one where they found little Sy with animal blood running down his chin. Underfed. Looking like a creepy miniversion of Blake.

I close my eyes, but it doesn’t help.

I register, vaguely, a knock at the door.

“You want me to come back?”

Mav fills the doorway, hesitant.

I shake my head. “Come on in.”

He sits. We stare at each other for a solid minute.

“So…we’re, like, trauma bonded now, right?” he asks.

I laugh, and honestly, I feel better for it. “Basically.”

“Are you okay?”

I snort. “Yeah, maybe. I can’t stop thinking about Silas.”

“Me too. Like, how is he such a good dude with all of that?”

“I don’t know.”