“What if I don’t want to relax? What if I don’t want…that?”
“You do. You want me to make you feel good, don’t you?” I coerce.
“Yes, but…”
“That’s what I’m doing. I’m making you feel good. I’m giving you what you need. I’m going to make you come so hard, then I’m going to play with this tight little hole until we need to change the sheets again because your cunt will be dripping with desperation. Then once you’re a wrung-out mess, you’re going to give me another first, aren’t you, Verity? Because they’re mine and you need me to have them, don’t you?”
“I don’t…” Her voice trails off, because truthfully, she probably doesn’t want to give me this, but she knows that I want it, and that I plan to take it.
“If you’re nervous, you can give me a different first instead. It won’t make you feel as good, but I bet you’ll still be dripping by the time you’re done.”
“What first?” she questions, looking down her body to where I’m lying between her thighs, my finger gently toying with her ass.
“That sexy little mouth.”
“I,” she falters, indecision etched across her face.
“Tell me what you need, Verity.”
“I don’t know.”
“Yes, you do. You just don’t want to admit it. I’ll give you whichever one you want, as soon as you decide.”
“I…”
“Which first do you need me to take?” I push.
“My…mouth,” she finally blurts.
“Whatever you need, amore mio.” Rolling off the bed, I stand beside the mattress and fist my cock, watching as her gaze dips to stare, while I slowly slide my hand up and down my length.I’m not a small man. I’m big everywhere, but I’m not so big that she won’t be able to do this. “Come and take what you need, Verity.”
Slowly turning onto all fours, she shuffles across the mattress until she’s sitting in front of me, her throat moving as she swallows thickly.
“I don’t. I’ve never.”
“I know, amore mio. Nothing you do will be wrong as long as you don’t use your teeth. But once your mouth is full of my cum don’t swallow. I want you to show me that I’ve given you what you need, then you can swallow me down. Okay?”
“Okay,” she whispers, inching forward until her face is level with my cock.
In this moment I could order her to open her mouth and force her to take me, but I don’t. Instead I wait, wanting her to choose this, to be the one to make the decision to take me into her mouth.
After a few moments, she looks up at me, her gaze capturing mine as she parts her lips and sucks the head into her mouth.
“Fuck,” I rasp as the heat of her surrounds my cock. Fighting the urge to move, I suck in slow breaths and wait.
Her first suck is napalm, the second is a nuclear explosion, but I keep my hands at my sides, not lifting them to fist her hair and move her how I want. Slowly she explores, tracing the head of my dick with her tongue before she hollows her cheeks, and I almost blow my load far sooner than I’d planned.
“Easy,” I growl.
Pulling back like she’s worried she’s done something wrong, her gaze lifts to me, uncertainty swimming in her expressive eyes. “You’re too good, amore mio. I want to last long enough to not embarrass myself,” I assure her.
Her lips curl into a smug grin that has her brimming with sexual confidence, as she opens her mouth and takes half of mylength between her lips and swallows. Sliding up and down my cock, she never takes too much, and even though I’m desperate to see her struggle to take me into her throat, I don’t want to scare her.
Once she’s learned how I like it, I’ll start to push her until she lets me fuck her mouth. But for now, I’m more than happy for her to set the pace, as long as it ends with her having a mouthful of my cum.
Unable to resist, I lift my hand and place it on top of her head. “Perfect, amore mio, I’m close. Remember don’t swallow, hold me in your mouth, okay?”
Her nod and the sight of her kneeling in front of me, her lips spread wide around my cock, send me over the edge, and I come with a guttural growl, exploding on her tongue and trying not to thrust too much.
