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"When you were little," Catherine says, tears spilling over, ruining her makeup. "You were so... sensitive. The world was soloud for you. You would scream if the wind touched your face. You would hide under the table if the phone rang."

She looks up at him.

"I was terrified," she confesses. "I was terrified that the world would eat you alive. I thought... I thought if I built a wall around you... if I paid the doctors, if I controlled the environment, if I made youperfect... then nothing could hurt you. I thought I was building armour."

"You built a cage," Max says. His voice isn't angry anymore. It’s just sad.

"I know," Catherine sobs. "I know that now. But I didn't know how else to be a mother. I didn't know how to love you without fixing you. Because if you needed fixing, then I had a job. If you were just...you... then you didn't need me. And if you didn't need me, then what was I for?"

Max stares at her. He processes this. The logic of fear. The algorithm of insecurity.

"You were scared," Max says. "That is... a variable I did not account for. I assumed you were ashamed."

"I was never ashamed of you," Catherine says fiercely. "I was ashamed of myself. I was ashamed that I didn't know how to help you. So I paid people who did."

She wipes her face.

"I saw you on the boat," she says. "With Jax. With Preston. With Alistair. You were laughing. You were messy. You were... happy. And you were doing it all without my armour."

She stands up. She looks small in the vast cathedral.

"I’m sorry, Maxwell," she says. "I’m sorry for the NDA. I’m sorry I tried to make you grey when you wanted to be... whatever colour Jax is."

"Chartreuse," Max supplies. "He is Chartreuse."

Catherine manages a weak smile. "Yes. Chartreuse."

She takes a breath.

"I won't come tomorrow," she says. "I won't ruin it. I’ll send a gift. A quiet gift. No ponies."

She turns to leave.

Max sits there. He watches her walk down the aisle. I can see from the look in his eyes that he is running the simulation in his head.

Life without Catherine. Peaceful. Quiet. Efficient.

Life with Catherine. Chaotic. Difficult. Loud.

But Maxwell York doesn't run from the noise anymore.

"Mother," Max says.

Catherine stops. She turns around, hope flaring in her eyes like a match.

"You are not forgiven," Max says clearly. "The data does not support full reintegration. The trust metrics are critically low."

Catherine nods, the light dimming slightly. "I understand."

"However," Max continues, standing up. "You are the Mother of the Groom. And a wedding without the mother present raises questions I do not wish to answer."

He walks toward her. He stops three feet away.

"You can come," Max says. "But you come as a guest. You do not run the schedule. You do not critique the shoes. You do not speak to the DJ. You sit in the pew, you drink the champagne, and you watch me marry the man I chose."

He looks her in the eye.

"I am not your project anymore, Mother. I am Max. And tomorrow, I am Jax's husband. If you can accept that... you can stay."