Page 115 of The Last Debutante

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And still, beneath the horror of it, something else flickers to life. Not peace. Never that. But a grim, reluctant sense that justice, however ugly its shape, has finally reached Phillip. He tried to kill Whitney. He would have succeeded if she hadn’t found the insurance papers, if she hadn’t outplayed him, if she hadn’t left me those journals and told me, in her own way, that ifsomething strange happened, I needed to start looking beneath the surface.

Maybe Maverick is right. Maybe all of us played some part in Phillip’s undoing, whether we meant to or not. Maybe that is the only reason any of us are still standing here.

Whitney wraps her arms around me, and I fold into her without thinking. Our tears mix. The grief of losing her and the shock of getting her back at the same time is almost too much to hold. Maverick steps in a second later, his arm banding around both of us, and for one strange, suspended moment we are exactly what we always were and nothing like it at all.

My breath catches when he says, with a crooked grin that doesn’t fully hide the strain beneath it, “The Dangerous Duo strikes again.”

I lift my head and stare at him.

Whitney notices immediately and lets out the softest laugh through her tears. “I told him about the debutante ball,” she says. “I told him everything. He’s one of us now.”

A nervous laugh escapes me before I can stop it. It sounds almost hysterical in the small space. Maverick reaches out and pulls me into another hug, fierce and brief.

“Your secrets are safe with me, killer,” he says, trying for teasing and almost managing it. Then his voice softens. “Love you, sis. Forever and ever.”

I suck in a ragged breath, wipe at my face, and hold onto Whitney a little tighter. Somewhere in the middle of all this ruin, something inside me settles.

I used to think I didn’t belong anywhere.

Now I know that isn’t true.

I belong to myself.

I carry where I came from and who I became after leaving it. I carry the reservation and Tigertail, blood and silk, guilt andsurvival, all of it. I may have gotten out, but I was never untouched by any of it.

And that has made all the difference.

“I love you,” I whisper into the damp, salt-heavy air of the shack. Then I reach for my brother too, pulling him fully into us, into whatever fractured version of solace this is. “I love both of you so much.”

And standing there in the dark, wrapped around the only two people who have ever really known the worst parts of me, I make myself a promise.

I will never speak of this again.

Not after tonight. Not after I leave this shack. Just like the night of the debutante ball, this will be buried where it happened. Paradise keeps its own dead. I will not drag this back into my marriage, into my home, into the fragile structure of whatever still exists between Bennett and me. I cannot live with murder sitting between us at the dinner table, breathing in our bedroom, waiting in the silence after every kiss.

What happened here stays here.

What happened in paradise always does.

Epilogue

The warm gold of late afternoon spills through the windows of La Madeleine a month later, glazing the white tablecloths and glass pastry case in a light so soft it almost makes the place look innocent. The scent of fresh croissants and bitter espresso hangs in the air, threaded through the quiet hum of conversation and the clink of cutlery. For a moment, sitting here with the leather journal from Madam LaRoux resting beside my champagne flute, I can almost pretend none of it happened. That Whitney never vanished. That Phillip never died. That the last few months were not built out of lies, blood, and the kind of loyalty that leaves a permanent stain.

My fingertips drift over the journal’s worn binding as Whitney settles back in her chair across from me. She catches sight of it immediately.

“Where’d you get that?”

I glance down at the pomegranate pressed into the leather and smile faintly. “It sort of fell into my lap.” I turn it slightly, thumbing the edge of the thick paper inside. “I flipped through it a little. It’s mostly fragments. Stories, thoughts, lines thatsound like warnings. There’s one on the last page I can’t stop thinking about. From death comes rebirth; from endings, new beginnings.” I lift my glass and shrug. “I thought maybe I’d start writing things down. Your journals inspired me.”

That makes her laugh, bright and soft and achingly familiar. “Look at me. A positive role model.”

“Well, I wouldn’t go that far.”

She winks and raises her champagne. “To new beginnings.”

“To new beginnings,” I echo, touching my glass to hers.

The bubbles sting my nose as I take a sip, and for one fragile second it feels like we’ve slipped backward in time, into the version of ourselves that still believed life could be controlled with enough lipstick, enough money, enough champagne at the right café. But that version of us is gone now, and no amount of soft lighting or expensive glassware will bring her back.