"Look up."
She looks up.
"Yes. Like that. Just like that."
I rock my hips, an inch, no more. I let her get used to the rhythm. I let her find the place where she gags and I let her come back from it. I let her breathe through her nose. I keep my hand soft in her hair. I do not push past what she is showing me she can take. She looks at me. She looks at me the whole time. Her eyes are watering more and it is so fucking sexy I might explode.
"Evangeline."
She makes a sound around the silicone. Ayes. Around it.
"You're so very beautiful."
She makes a sound that is athank youand a moan together.
"You raise your hand if you want to stop."
She shakes her head. Once. Hard.No.
"Okay."
I rock my hips a little more. She takes it. She is doing better than she should be on a first time. She is doing it because she wants to. She is doing it because the wanting in her last night has not gone anywhere, it has only had eight hours of sleep and a cup of coffee and now it is here in my kitchen with her mouth open for me on the floor.
I feel my own cunt clench around nothing.
I feel the harness press my clit and the heat go up my spine, and I think as much as I am really really enjoying this,I want to come on her instead of on this.
I pull back.
The dildo slides out of her mouth, slow. A line of spit comes with it. She looks up at me and her mouth is wet and her chin is wet and her eyes are wet and her hair is tangled and a mess, and she looks, on my kitchen floor, like the most undone woman I have ever seen in my life. And by far the most beautiful.
"Up," I say.
She stands. She is unsteady on her legs. I put my hands on her body and hold her.
"Table."
She nods.
"Bend over now, you’ve been such a good girl for me, I want to feel how wet you are.”
She walks the three steps to the kitchen table with me holding her. She leans forward over the table and I help her. She puts her cheek on the wood. She puts her arms out flat. She lifts her hips a little as she makes herself comfortable. I look at the line of her back and the round of her ass and the dark wet between her legs that I have not even touched yet, and the dildo at my hip is bobbing in front of me and my whole body is one tight wire from my throat to my heels.
"Spread your legs."
She spreads.
"More."
She spreads further and I can see her puffy wet labia and her blonde pubic hair that is darkened by her wetness. I can see the tight ring of her anus. I like seeing her like this, wide open and waiting for me.
I run my hand lazily through her wetness and she whimpers and shakes. I do it again and her moan is deep and desperate.
"Evangeline."
“Mmmm.” She can barely speak and I like it. I like being the reason she is like this.
"You did this on purpose. Being all beautiful and seductive before dinner.”
