She comes inside me. Her strap is opening me up.
Just the head is inside. She holds there. I make a sound that is half ayesand half a sound that is older than words. My whole body is one drawn line.
I feel so close to the edge of pleasure and pain and her hands on my hips are holding me, stopping me falling over the edge.
"Okay?"
"Yes."
"Talk to me."
“It hurts a bit. Just a bit. But I also…. I want to… please don’t stop.”
“Hey,” her hand strokes my hip a little. “Relax, it will ease. I will just hold here until your body lets go. I promise it will start to feel good.”
"I trust you.” I say.
“I’ve got you,” she says. I feel my body let go, as if exhaling and opening further for her.
I feel her hands firm on my hips as she presses an inch further into me.
I have a hand at the far edge of the table. I grip it. My left palm is warm against the wood. My nipples are pressed against the wood. The wood is cold against them. The contrast is making my whole body confused in a good way. The heat of the lube and the dildo in my ass feels burning hot.
"Max."
"Yes."
"You feel….”
"What."
"You feel like you are everywhere. Through my whole body. This is the most incredible thing I have ever felt.”
"I am everywhere, baby. I’m in all of you.”
I feel my hips moving and my mind blurring. This feels so good, I want to lose myself more in it.
She holds my hips firmly and presses the rest of the way in.
It takes a count. She does not rush. She lets the muscle take her in piece by piece. She bottoms out against me and she stops. The curve of the silicone is up against a place inside me I do not have a name for. Her hips are flush to mine. Her hands are flat on my hips holding me firmly.
I am not breathing.
"Breathe," she says.
I breathe.
"Okay?"
"Yes."
"You're okay?”
"I'm okay."
"You're so full, baby. You’ve taken all of me.”
"I'm so full.” I feel my body pulsing and taking on a mind of its own. I hear my moans, deep and earthy.
