Page 107 of Talismans of Desire

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“Is it still the same?”

“I’m a slave, Kilda.”

“So am I.”

“You’re a Volva.”

“Yes, but?—”

“I like you, but please stay out of it.”

“I only want to help.”

“Help? What will you do? Challenge him to a duel?”

“As you say, I am Volva. Perhaps I can use my position.”

“Tell the jarl, perhaps? So he knows of my dishonor?”

“You’re being abused, Eidunn.”

“A man won’t think that way. He will claim I just regret being easy to bed.”

“Thyra then.”

Eidunn laughs, a dry, tired sound.

“It’s complicated. Thyra wouldn’t give a fuck, especially if it came from you.”

“Then tell her yourself.”

My new friend’s brow furrows.

“You don’t think I’ve thought of that?”

“I don’t know, I just?—”

“You just, you just… you just stay the fuck out of it, Kilda.”

She moves to the door, choosing flight over confrontation. I can’t imagine the pressure she is under. The shame of being made a victim.

“Please, don’t go,” I beg.

She stops without turning. Her heavy breathing fills the silence.

“Please, Eidunn,” I continue. “I’m sorry. I want you to be happy.”

“Fine. I know, but not everything is so simple. Not everything is easy to solve.”

“I won’t mention it again. I promise. Let’s relax a little and talk about something else. Eat.”

“I have duties to attend to, and you have a meeting with the jarl. He’s probably waiting already.”

I grab Eidunn’s arm and turn her toward me. I have to look up to meet her eyes.

“Thank you for your care, Eidunn,” I say, pulling her into a firm hug.

At first, she stands rigid, but when I don’t let go, she relaxes and folds her arms around my back.