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So that whole Precious Gift thing is kind of bull.
She also said romance novels aren’t necessarily the most reliable health guides, and gave me a pamphlet that says So You Think You’re Ready for Sex. The pamphlet has a confused-looking couple on the front and talks about the need for protection. It didn’t say anything about your virginity being your Precious Gift that you should save for the person you marry. But it did say how you should wait to have sex until you have really gotten to know the person and are sure you really love them—which I already knew from the oxytocin thing.
And then there was some stuff about the age of consent (Whatever. Like my dad would really press charges. Would he want the whole world to know his daughter had had premarital sex? Not so much.), and not feeling pressured.
Then there was this section on abstinence and how it’s okay not to Do It. Like this is supposed to be news to me. I fully know it’s okay not to Do It. It’s fine for other girls not to Do It.
But other girls’ boyfriends have not invented robotic arms to use in heart surgery and are not moving to Japan tomorrow for a year.
I didn’t say any of this stuff to Nurse Lloyd. Well, not the sex stuff. I told her about Michael, though, and how he’s moving and how I’m freaking out about it, and am pretty sure I won’t be able to survive if he actually leaves.
To which Nurse Lloyd replied, “My brother had a triple bypass after a heart attack last year. They had to crack his chest open. He said he’s never felt pain like that in his life, and that for six weeks afterward he just wished he was dead.”
Which is very sad for Nurse Lloyd’s brother, but in no way helps me out with MY problem.
Thursday, September 9, Chemistry
Mia, are you all right? I heard you spent P.E. in the nurse’s office.
God, word travels fast in this school. And I’m fine, thanks, J.P. Just got a little winded from running around the reservoir.
Got it. I’m glad you’re all right. Though you look a little pale.
I have a lot on my mind, I guess.
That’s right! Michael leaves tomorrow, right?
Yeah. Well, supposedly.
What do you mean, supposedly? I thought he was going for sure.
Well, maybe. We’ll see.
It would be a shame if he didn’t get to go. It’s such a great opportunity.
I know it is. For him. But what about ME? I’m the one who’s going to be stuck back here with nothing.
What do you mean with nothing? You’ve got ME!
Ha, ha. You know what I mean.
Well, I guess I sort of did wonder about that thing Boris said the other day at lunch. I know you got mad at him, but he did have a point…ARE you going to date other people while Michael’s gone? Have you two talked about that? Because it would be kind of unfair for him to expect you not to go out with other guys the whole time he’s gone. That is, if you wanted to.
But I don’t want to!!!! I mean, I love Michael.
Of course you do. But you’re also only sixteen years old. Are you really going to stay home every Saturday night until he gets back?
I don’t have to stay home every Saturday night. I mean, I’ve got all my girls. L.O.V.E., and all that. Girls for life.
Your girls all have significant others. I’m not saying they won’t want to spend time with you, but it’s going to be kind of lonely when they’re all out with their partners and you’re home.
That’s true. But it will give me the opportunity to work on my novel. And my screenplay! And then maybe—if Michael really does go—I’ll have them both done by the time he gets back. And then I’ll have accomplished something, too! Maybe not as earth-shattering as HIS accomplishment. But, you know. SOMETHING more than just being a princess.
I thought we established yesterday that just being you is enough of an accomplishment.
Yeah, but you were just being nice. Anybody can be THEM
SELVES. I want to do something really special.
