Page 171 of The Mark Of Mine

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Nothinghas changed.

They're not angry. They're not pulling away. They're not calculating the cost or measuring the damage or deciding whether I'm worth the wreckage. They're standing in their own front door looking at me on the fountain the way they've looked at me since the beginning—like I'm the only thing in the frame.

They move.

All three at once. Down the steps, across the gravel. Running. Zero first—always Zero first—in boots he didn't bother to lace, the tongues flapping against his shins. Bane right behind. Atlas last but fastest, his long stride eating the distance.

Zero reaches me and drops to his knees on the gravel, pulling me down with him, and his hands find my face—both of them, palms on my cheeks—and he tilts my head. Looking at the bruise. The swelling. My left eye, still half-shut, the socket purple and tight.

"I'm okay," I say.

His thumbs trace under the bruise. Not pressing. Barely touching. Mapping the damage with his fingertips like he needs to know the exact shape of it.

"Zero. I'm okay."

"You're not okay. Your face is—" He stops. Swallows whatever he was going to say. Presses his mouth against my forehead instead. Hard. Long. His breath shaking against my hairline.

And the fear melts.

All of it. The circling thoughts, the what-ifs, the image of Zero looking at me with cold distance—gone. Dissolved. Burned away by the heat of his mouth on my skin and his hands on my jaw and the bond between us blazing so bright I can feel it in my teeth. He's here. He's on his knees on the gravel and he's here and he's not angry and he's not pulling away and I am sostupid. I am so impossibly stupid for sitting on this fountain in the cold for hours thinking he might not want me anymore.

Then Bane is there. He kneels beside me against the fountain lip and his arm goes around my shoulders and pulls me into his side without a word. His hand finds the back of my head, cradling it against his neck, and I can feel his pulse under my cheek—fast, too fast—and the warmth of him against my frozen body is so sudden it almost hurts.

The shame I've been carrying—the foyer, Margot's scream, the omega of it all, Richard's face—it loosens. Not gone. But loosened. Because Bane is holding me the way he held me the first time I slept in his bed, like something worth beinggentle with, and his bond is steady and warm and it's sayingI'm not going anywherewithout using a single word.

"We couldn't find you," he says into my hair. Quiet. Wrecked. "We called. Your phone—"

"I left it in my room by accident."

"We called Wren. She didn't pick up."

"She was with me. She turned her phone off while I was giving my statement. She said—" I almost laugh. It comes out wet. "She said no distractions."

"I'm going to kill her," Zero says. Without heat.

"No you're not."

"I'm going to kill her…gently."

Atlas is the last to reach for me. He stands in front of the fountain while Zero kneels and Bane holds me and he looks at my face—the bruise, the split lip, the swelling—and his expression does something I've never seen. The blank cracks. Not the small fissure. The whole thing. His face opens and behind it is everything he's been holding since the foyer. Since before the foyer. Since the pond.

He kneels down beside Zero. Takes my hand. Laces his fingers through mine and squeezes once—hard, deliberate.

"You went to the station," he says. Not a question.

"Yeah."

"You gave a statement."

"Full statement. Everything. The facility, the cell, the auctions. They have names. Dates. They're moving on it."

Atlas closes his eyes. One breath. Two. When he opens them they're wet.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you," I say. "I'm sorry I left the way I did. The letters—I should have—"

"Don't apologize," Bane says against my hair. "Don't you dare."

Everything I was carrying—the terror on the fountain, the cold, thinking I'd lost them—it's gone. It fell off me the second Zero's hands found my face. I can feel it now, the absence of it, like setting down a bag I didn't know I was holding. The weight is gone and in its place is this: three men on their knees in front of me. Three bonds, wide open, humming so loud the whole chest vibrates with it.