I leaned forward and nipped his lip as I walked us to his bed and gently laid him down, as though he were something precious. Because he was. Somehow, Aiden had become the one thing I couldn’t live without.
He was more than just an obsession. He waseverything, and it scared the shit out of me.
“Little bird,” I choked out as I settled between his legs, my voice thick with unnamed emotion. Reaching up, I unbuttoned his shirt without breaking eye contact. He leaned up and let it fall off his shoulders and down his arms. A sound I couldn’t identify broke free from my throat at the sight of all of his skin on display.
It wasn’t the first time I’d seen him naked—and he wasn’t even naked yet—but knowing he still wanted me, even with what I’d revealed about myself, was more than I could have ever hoped for. It was a gift I truly treasured more than he would ever know, more than hecouldever know.
“You’re amazing,” I said as I lightly teased my fingertips overhis exposed flesh, making him gasp. “I promise to work to be worthy of you every day.”
Aiden looked up and stopped my hand’s exploration by placing his own on top.
“Daddy, you don’t need to work on anything. I loveyou. There’s no reason for you to do anything different. And you’re already worthy. I don’t know who told you that you weren’t, but you deserve everything. Don’t let anyone tell you anything different. Ever.” I heard his words and they warmed my chest. But I couldn’t help the doubt that crept in. No one wanted me for me.
And he wouldn’t either, not if he knew my darkest secrets.
Rather than potentially spoil the evening, I didn’t say anything and instead captured his lips in a searing kiss that shook me to my core. As I leaned back, something caught my eye, and I hesitated.
“Do you trust me?” It was a big leap. He could like me, love me, or have whatever feelings he felt. But trusting me, that was a whole other ballgame. Especially given what he now knew about me.
“Always,” he said without missing a beat, and it snatched my breath away. His confidence in me was unfounded, given how we had originally met. But I couldn’t tell him that. He could never know, because I could never let him go.
I needed to get out of my head, though, and regain some control. So I pushed the thoughts aside and reached down and grabbed the tie he’d discarded when we got into the room. Gently, I wrapped it around one wrist before I wove it between the bars of his headboard and then secured his other wrist.
“Move your wrists for me and make sure it’s not too tight.” He did as I asked without saying a word, but from the way his eyes were closing as he rotated his wrists, I didn’t think he had any complaints about being tied up.
Good to know.
Using my tongue, teeth, and lips, I made a wet trail as I explored his body. When I reached his pants, I quickly worked them down his hips. I needed him naked and writhing beneath me. His cries as I impaled him with my cock instead of my knife would be the balm I needed to soothe my corrupt soul.
I bit his exposed hip and smiled at the way his body jerked. My palms ran up his sides until I reached his hips, and then I held them down so he couldn’t squirm or move as I made my way down first one leg and then the other, ignoring his leaking cock that begged for attention.
“Such a good little bird,” I praised as I licked a stripe up his twitching cock that was weeping almost as much as he was.
“Fuuuck, Daddy, please. I need you.” My heart soared as I made soothing noises, and my hands caressed his heated skin. It was a novel idea, wanting someone to feel pleasure—to be the one to bring someone pleasure—rather than pain. Truth be told, I was usually rather indifferent to their pain as well.
Killing was just an itch that needed to be scratched.
But bringing Aiden pleasure was a mission I wanted to pursue for the rest of my life.
My lips wrapped around him as I took him into my mouth, and if my hands hadn’t been on his hips, he surely would have thrust himself right into the back of my throat. I let out a chuckle at his eagerness that made him whimper and shiver. While working his cock, I grabbed the lube and rubbed some on my fingers before I reached down and teased his entrance.
“Shit! Fuck!” Aiden shouted, his eyes glassy and wide as he stared at me. His wrists tugged on their bindings as he struggled. He wasn’t one to force my movements when I was giving him a blowjob, but from the way he liked to fist my hair or clasp his hands around my neck, I thought it was grounding for him. But now, with his hands bound, he was being denied that.
It made me smile. It was a reminder to both of us as to who was in control, even though we both knew it was always me.This was the closest I’d ever been to having him trussed up like prey since that night. My eyes shut at the memory, but I tried to shove it away. I didn’t want to think about how I’d wanted to kill my little bird. Instead, I wanted to concentrate on making him fly higher than ever before.
Without much finesse, I worked two fingers into his tight hole, and he let out a shout. It wasn’t that I’d never been rough with him, even with prep. I knew he could take it. And I was too worked up and scattered to spend the time I usually did to make sure he was ready, so I needed to speed things along.
My fingers scissored inside him, only briefly brushing against his prostate. After a minute, I pulled my hand back and added another finger, and let him work his hips so he was fucking himself on my hand. It was a marvelous sight to see, not to mention the sounds he made as he worked himself open for me.
“You’re so beautiful.” I leaned up and captured his lips, licking at his lips as he panted and groaned.
“Please, Nate. Now, I need you to fuck me now.”
Who was I to deny my little bird anything, especially when he begged so beautifully? The way he tripped my wires with his pleasure, usually only satisfied with death, left me feeling breathless and in awe. For a brief moment, as I stroked lube on my shaft, I wondered if I could be the type of man he deserved. I could try for him.
I’d do anything for him.
My hands splayed across the globes of his ass as I lifted his legs to thrust into his tight hole in one smooth, deep stroke. I didn’t have the patience to fuck him gently as I felt my control slip.
