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We sat like that, between old photos and hard truths, beginning to stitch something new where the silence had lived for too long. Not perfect, but honest. And that was enough for now.

Chapter 16

Greyson

It didn’t matter how many nights I’d closed down this bar; tonight felt different.

Maybe it was because I hadn’t been able to stop thinking about Blair since she walked out of here last week. Perhaps it was because I saw something shatter behind her eyes when she left, and I hadn’t done anything to stop it.

I stood behind the bar, pretending to restock bottles while my mind replayed how she’d looked at me, haunted, like the past had finally clawed its way back to the surface. I wanted to fix it. But I didn’t even know how.

The front door opened, and I glanced up automatically.

Madison walked in, her hand on her lower back, waddling slightly. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“Close enough,” I muttered, then gave her a tired smile. “Everything okay?”

She slid onto a barstool. “I saw Blair today. She told her parents everything.”

I froze. “Everything?”

She nodded. “They know about the assault..”

I set down the glass I was drying a little too hard. “Jesus.”

“I thought you should know. She didn’t say much, but I could tell it took everything in her to go through with it.”

“She shouldn’t have had to carry that alone for so long,” Isaid, my throat tight.

“She didn’t tell you because she didn’t want it to change how you saw her,” Madison said gently. “But you should know, it wasn’t about you.”

I nodded slowly, my mind already racing. I knew enough of the situation, with Madison telling me a little. After closing up for the night, I drove toward Madison’s place. I didn’t even remember putting the truck in gear.

When Blair answered the door, wrapped in a threadbare sweatshirt and leggings, hair piled in a messy bun, I had to force myself not to reach for her.

“Hey,” I said, voice low.

Her expression flickered. “Hey.”

“I heard what happened. With your parents.”

She stepped back, letting me in. “I didn’t plan to tell them. It just came out.”

“I’m glad it did.” I stepped close, needing her to know. “You didn’t deserve what happened, Blair.

Her eyes welled up. “I’ve spent so long pretending I was okay. Telling myself it didn’t matter anymore. But it does.”

“I need to tell you the real reason I left school,” she said, finally.

I didn’t say a word. I just turned my body toward her, giving her all of my attention, quiet and open.

She kept her eyes down. “It wasn’t just about my parents not understanding why I wanted to write. It wasn’t even about them kicking me out. That was part of it, sure. But it’s not what broke me.”

The silence between us thickened.

“It was my English professor,” she said softly. “Mr. Wells. He was one of those people everyone loved. Brilliant. Charismatic. Encouraging. Especially toward students like me; quiet, serious, trying hard to stand out.”

My brow furrowed, but I said nothing.