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“Controlling,” I said finally. “Obsessed. Depends on the day.”

She nodded like she’d already expected that answer.

“You always listen to him?”

“No.”

A pause.

Then she tilted her head slightly. “But you still care what he thinks.”

That hit too accurately.

I didn’t like it.

So I deflected.

“You psychoanalyze everyone like this?”

“Only the interesting ones.”

I looked at her then.

Properly.

She didn’t look away.

Of course she didn’t.

The café felt quieter suddenly. Or maybe I just noticed it more.

Her laptop screen lit her face in soft light. No makeup today. Hair messy. Hoodie sleeves pulled over her hands like she’d forgotten she had a body outside her thoughts.

She looked… real.

Not curated.

Not campus version Rowan Hayes.

Just her.

That version made my chest feel weird for reasons I wasn’t interested in naming.

My knee was still touching hers.

Still.

I should’ve moved.

Didn’t.

Instead I said, “You always this quiet when you’re working?”

“No.”

“What’s different today?”

She paused for half a second.