German and Blaze held each other’s stare.
“It’s still big enough for me to sit in.”
“That’s super cool, baby.”
An entire conversation passed between German and Blaze while the pair spoke. There was a good chance they might screw up a lot, but they weren’t failing Ben. They sure as fuck wouldn’t fail each other.
Chapter Fourteen
WithallthechangesBlaze’s life had been through in only a year, Blaze would have thought everyday life would feel weird. It didn’t. As Blaze watched his sexy husband get ready for bed, he saw the lottery he had won in life.
“Hey.”
German glanced over his shoulder. “Hey to you too.”
“I have a confession.”
At his statement, German turned. He headed toward the bed where Blaze waited for him. “What’s that?”
Blaze waited until German was on his side, facing him, before he answered. “At Valon’s wedding, I bumped into you on purpose.”
German’s smile made Blaze’s insides dance. “Really? I just thought you were high.”
Blaze laughed. “I figured as much when you were like, ‘six feet is practically invisible,’ or some shit like that.”
“I might’ve been a little annoyed.”
His cheeks ached from smiling. “You don’t say.” Blaze infused as much sarcasm as possible into that one statement. “Still, I found the nerve to come right back and drag you into the pool house with me.”
“Found? You’re cocky as hell. I’m positive there wasn’t a single doubt in your head that I’d go with you.”
Blaze snorted. “That’s not cockiness. I was just determined. You’d been standing there alone through the entire reception until Steel approached you.”
German rolled his eyes. “You had like six people vying for your attention. Was I just a challenge in a sea of the willing?”
“No.” Blaze scooted closer and threw his leg over German’s hip. “It was actually kind of odd. I couldn’t stop looking your way. You looked familiar to me, but I knew we’d never met. I couldn’t stop myself from manufacturing a meeting. You fascinated me.You were so relaxed with being alone. I could tell you didn’t feel awkward at all. You’re someone who could be alone without a twinge of loneliness. I had to know you.”
German ran his hand up Blaze’s hip. His expression had Blaze picturing all the dirty things. “Whatever the reason, I’m glad you tried plowing me down. That was a damn good night.”
“It was.” Blaze shoved his hand down the front of German’s pants. He stroked German’s cock. His gaze never wavered from German’s face. “But you didn’t let me watch you jack off that night. I feel cheated.”
German smiled. “Do you? I’ve given you countless shows since then.”
Blaze shook his head. “Not like that one. FaceTime doesn’t count.”
German pursed his lips as if he thought Blaze was full of shit. “Hmphh. Then maybe I should make that up to you sometime.”
Blaze pulled his hand out and backed up, giving German space. “Let me watch now.”
German’s eyebrows lifted. “Do I get to watch too?”
They held each other’s stare and then scrambled from their clothes. German raced to lock the bedroom door before returning to Blaze’s side in a flash. They stared at eachother, stroking themselves. No kisses. No touching. They simply handled themselves while their gazes never wavered. German’s face looked flushed. His breathing got heavier. The closer German got to blowing, Blaze matched him. There was no stopping the overwhelming lust from taking control. It was over fast. Way too fast. They were always too hot for each other and German just made him horny as hell. Still, Blaze never looked away as German was in the throes of pleasure. Even as he blew, having waves of ecstasy pulsing from his cock, Blaze never gave his eyes permission to close. He watched every second.
They gasped for air. The speed at which they had blown might have been a bit embarrassing as their skin cooled. But German rolled away and headed for the bathroom before Blaze could point out the quickness of the show. He really thought they should go for round two. German came back clean and with a wet washcloth. German did his best to scrub away any mess they had made. He kept stopping to steal deep, sexy kisses. There was so much passion in the room. He was definitely getting that second round. Blaze hadn’t known life could feel like this. If he had, Blaze would have scoured the earth to find German sooner.
Only after they were set to rights did German unlock the door. They put a towel down, which should have happened first, but it was whatever. The way they felt together didn’t always wait around for good sense to prevail. Once again, on their sides, they stared at each other. Blaze’s heart begged for the moment to never end. He realized he wanted this part more. The part where they just poured into each other. This had been his biggest reason for falling so quickly for German. When they focused on each other, the way they did now, it felt like they were two halves of one soul savoring being whole.
“I love you.”
