“Tunnel Cunt, that’s what you are,” A answers for D.
I frown. “What does that even mean?”
“It means you’re nothing but a useless whore who has a tunnel cunt that anyone can use.” I flinch in disgust.
“Play the game and no one else will have to know your dirty, sinful little secret,” he grits out from behind me, then pulls out of me. I slide off A and climb out of the tub, wrapping my arms around myself, feeling utterly worthless and no better than shit under their feet. Knowing that they think I am a tunnel cunt that spreads my legs for anyone is fucking disgusting.
Shame washes over me. I allowed them to think that. If I didn’t want to be thought of as cheap and useless maybe I shouldn’t have allowed three masked assholes to fuck me like a filthy slut in the middle of the woods, only to wake the next day in a house of God and change into a habit, so I can pretend to be some symbol of hope and faith for others. The truth is, I am nothing but a sinful little nun.
CHAPTER TEN
DAVIN
I can’t stop thinking about how incredible she tasted!
The sounds she made as Brax fucked her sent me spiraling. The way she responded to our touch was fucking everything. The sight of her covered head to toe in blood was a wet dream come true. I wanted to lick her body clean and then feast on that delicious cunt until she was screaming my name.
“Restoration needs to be completed by the town gathering for the fourth party.” I snap my head and peer around the side of the scaffolding to see Tommy and Zenaya standing out front of the church. Brax, Korbin and I are replacing some of the guttering around the church. I don’t technically have to be here since I’m not part of this program but I am the one who fought for it. Plus, working with them allows me more time to spend with them, it’s not like I need the money.
“I am aware of the deadline, sheriff. You don’t need to keep phoning me or dropping by unannounced.” The anger in Zenaya’s tone has me studying Tommy harder. It’s no secret that Korbin and I never liked him and that he had a hardon for her years ago, but I always thought he was her friend so why does she seem to hate him so much now?
He steps in closer to her, leaving an inch of space between their bodies. Not liking how close he is to her, I drop my hammer and stalk around the side of the building. I can feel Brax and Korbin right behind me but don’t slow my pace.
“I can do whatever the fuck I want, you know that,” he says cockily in her face.
“You can go fu—” She clamps her mouth closed when I come to stand beside her, drawing Tommy’s focus to me. Disdain is clear in his eyes when he looks at me. He cuts a glance to Korbin and Brax and lifts his upper lip in a snarl.
“Can we help you, sheriff?” I ask.
His eyes narrow. “You think you are so smug?—”
Zenaya cuts him off when she shifts to stand in front of me and places her hands on her hips. “It’s time you left, sheriff. I will see you on Sunday for mass.” He shoots her a longing look before he turns on his heel and stalks off. None of us utter a word until he climbs into his car.
“What the fuck was that about?” Braxton asks.
A whoosh of air escapes her and her shoulders droop in defeat as she slowly turns to face us. “Nothing. No use in dragging up the past as everyone thinks what they want about me anyway,” she mutters, then heads back inside the church without so much as a backward glance.
“Fuck this,” Korbin snarls, then chases after her. Brax and I both groan in frustration before following after him into the church. Zenaya is halfway down the aisle but the sound of Koby’s pounding footfalls behind her has her whirling around and looking at him in shock. He stops a couple of feet away from her and she looks with worry in her eyes. “What the fuck is up with you and Tommy?”
Her face scrunches in confusion for a second before something dawns on her and she blanks her face of all emotionand clasps her hands in front of herself, looking like the perfect innocent nun we know her not to be.
“The sheriff was here to check on the progress of the restorations of the church and to praise you three for your hard work.”
Brax scoffs and shakes his head as he shoots her a dark look. “For someone who told the biggest lie of their life to ruin two other people’s lives, you’re pretty shit at covering for your dear sheriff.” Anger clouds her face as she stares at Brax with contempt.
“Think what you want about me, I tried to explain to you both what happened?—”
Korbin cuts her off before she can finish. “Was that before you ran away or after we were sent to fucking prison for touching you?” She flinches as if his words caused her physical pain.
Tears spring to her eyes as she looks at my man and shakes her head. “I never lied,” she whispers brokenly.
“Yeah, and we never spent the past four years rotting in hell because of you,” Korbin spits out, then stalks out of the church, leaving the three of us standing here. When she looks to Brax he holds his hand up silencing her.
“You did more than ruin his life. You broke his fucking heart. That was something not even his mother achieved when she left him behind.” She stumbles back a step and grips the edge of the pew to keep herself from falling to her knees. Brax follows after Korbin, leaving me alone with her. Tears roll down her cheeks and there is something about the look in her eyes that has me asking.
“Why did you do it?”
A strangled sob escapes her as she slowly looks at me. “I didn’t know they were arrested,” she whispers.
