His chest jerked but he tried to look serious. “I think I need to question what you’ve been researching online.”
Anything and everything.
“I will admit to having a more interesting internet search history than I’ve ever expected to.” The memes about being on watch lists were starting to make more sense. The search forknowledge led down strange paths. “Education is very important to good communication.”
So I didn’t look stupid.
I might not understand everything I’d read, but I hopefully had a varied enough reading history not to be startled no matter what we discussed.
“That sounds sexy.” Something about his tone said he was half serious about that, but he didn’t give me enough clues before he distracted me again. “Do you have any questions about what we might do tonight?”
Well, yes.
“What side of the gagging debate do you come down on?” I wasn’t sure how doing anything poorly could be arousing, but I knew I didn’t see anything the same way most men did. “Some men find it sexually arousing but some men found it to be too close to the sound of someone vomiting.”
I’d never run into it, so I had no idea how the sound would affect me.
Master’s head cocked. “I guess it could be close to that sound if someone was disturbed by it.”
That was good to know.
Giving himself a moment to think, Master finally straightened. “I’m on the side of it being situationally dependent. If gagging got a negative feeling from you, then we won’t do anything to give you that reaction. If you’re simply focused on making me happy or exploring my erection, I would definitely enjoy it.”
Perfect.
“Thank you for being flexible until we figure that out.” The internet didn’t agree with much but it did agree on being able to fully take an erection was the top way to appreciate one.
And there was no reason to aim for second place.
Chapter 13
Palmer
That expression...
He had a fascinating need to be the best and I was going to have to make sure there were limits on that one. I’d never met a sub like Ferris but his need to do things well was something I was going to have to keep an eye on. Thankfully, he got a stubborn gleam in his eyes every time we’d run into it, so it hadn’t been hard to spot yet.
But as we drove back to my place with him following me carefully, I couldn’t decide if I needed to address anything before we had the rest of our date. I wasn’t sure there was any way I was going to be able to explain it was fine if he was only a halfway decent little cocksucker.
“I get to have the most fascinating conversations with you.” Smiling into the rearview mirror, I watched Ferris sitting straight in his car, hands probably on ten and two as he kept me in sight. “And have the most interesting mental debates.”
Having a sub who kept me on my toes had never been something I thought of when looking for a partner, but I’d clearly missed out on how important that aspect was.
“Okay.” Taking a breath, I shifted my focus forward as the light changed. “I know he’s got kissing my penis on the top of his to-do list. I know nothing about that seems to scare him and he’s done enough research to be comfortable with the idea. He’s also done enough research to question my feelings on gagging.”
He was new to exploring cocks but my boy seemed like he was aiming to be a Grade A cocksucker.
“There is no reason to try to talk him out of enjoying my erection unless it gets to an unhealthy level.” It’d probably be a good reward in the long run if I was reading the situation right.“I should be able to tell if we move from special interest to something unhealthy.”
By the time we pulled into my driveway, I had everything planned out and felt like I was in the right headspace. My boy on the other hand bounded out of his car like he was escaping zombies and I could almost see the excitement racing through him. “Is there anything I need to know about being in your house? People always say no and then expect you to read their minds about the customs they grew up with.”
He wasn’t wrong about that but I hadn’t looked at it that way.
“Does taking your shoes off make you feel uncomfortable in any way? Half-dressed or do you end up noticing your feet too much and it’s distracting? Anything like that.” I thought I’d covered the bases but I wasn’t sure.
Ferris frowned and looked down at his feet. “I don’t really think of them like that.”
Well, it was good that he wasn’t hyperaware of them, but it made me wonder if he waseveraware of his body.
