Page 34 of Under His Influence

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He let himself watch her.The curve of her brow.The loosened coils of her hair scattered across his chest and the pillow.One tight curl brushed his skin just below his throat.He kept his breath shallow so it wouldn’t shift.

Her ribcage rose and fell in a steady rhythm.Once, her breath hitched, then settled again.His pulse beat heavy beneath her palm, impossible to hide, pushing against her hand in slow, insistent thuds.

Fragments of the night edged in.Her mouth against his ear.Her voice stripped down to demand.The way she had taken what she wanted and made no apology for it.

He cut the memory short before it could carry him too far.This was better.Certain in a way nothing else had been.

He did not reach for her.He did not risk breaking this.

Questions pressed at the edges anyway.Would she pull away the moment she woke?Would she draw a line between them and expect him to stand on the far side of it?Would she pretend this meant less than it did?He had no way to brace for that.

He focused outward instead.The scrape of cattle hooves.The faint shift of wood as the house settled.The slow movement of light along the quilt.He locked himself into those details, anything to keep from moving.

Her fingers twitched once in her sleep, brushing across his chest.He closed his eyes for a brief moment, then opened them again.He would not fall asleep.Not now.Not when morning would decide what came next.

Kyla stirred a few minutes later.Her lashes brushed his chest in a light, testing sweep.Titus braced for it without moving.

She shifted, pushing up onto one elbow.Her hair slid across his skin, a loose curtain that followed the motion.Her gaze moved over him, taking him in piece by piece.He stayed still under it.

She traced him without touching at first.The bruise at his collarbone.The broken skin at his lip.The lines her nails had carved down his side.Her expression stayed unreadable, but her focus did not waver.

He waited for the recoil that might follow.It never came.

Her fingers hovered, then lowered.She traced the bruise at his shoulder, slow, careful, her touch light enough to register without pressing.He drew in a breath through his nose and let it out just as steady.

Her thumb passed over the mark at his throat where her teeth had broken skin.She paused there, then smoothed over it as if she could erase the edge of it without removing what it meant.

His ribs expanded under her hand.He searched her face for hesitation.Found none.

Her fingers moved lower, following a faint scar along his side, dragging her nails in a shallow line that sparked across his skin.His jaw tightened, but he did not move away.

When she reached his mouth, her thumb pressed gently at the split in his lip.A brief sting, then a dull ache that settled behind it.He accepted it without reaction.

She watched him as she did it.Not testing him.Not apologizing.Reading him.

Her breathing shifted, slower but less steady than before.Silence tightened between them, filled with everything neither of them put into words.She kept touching him, not erasing anything, not softening what she had done, only marking it, counting it.

Each pass of her hand gave the ache shape.Last night written out across his skin in bruises and shallow cuts and the quiet tremor in her fingers.

His arms prickled.He had nowhere to hide from it.She looked up and met his eyes.He held her gaze.

Her hand rested over his heart again.Warm.Firm.Certain.

For a brief moment, he let his eyes close.Not to escape it.To feel it.Then he opened them again.

She stayed where she was, watching him, her palm still spread over his chest as if it belonged there.

Kyla shifted higher, her elbow brushing his ribs as she pushed herself up.Sunlight cut across her face, catching along the edge of her cheek while the rest of her stayed veiled by loose curls.Titus did not move.

She looked down at him without guard, without the distance she usually kept between herself and the world.No coat, no knife in hand, no orders shaping her voice.Only skin and sleep-soft honesty, and something steadier beneath it.

Her breath caught low in her chest.He felt it where her palm still rested over his heart.The small hitch pulled tight through him, sharp enough to register, quiet enough to matter more than anything spoken.

The scent of her lingered close, clean soap layered over sweat and the lingering heat of the night.She did not rush.She let the moment stretch, let him see her without interruption.

Her mouth curved, not into a smile meant for anyone else.This stayed private, contained between them.She lifted one hand and brushed hair back from her face, her gaze never breaking from his.

“I’m redesigning the ranch kitchen,” she said.