Dar pulls her fingerless gloves tighter. "Give me a few minutes. I'm building the attack sequence for simultaneous deployment across the node cluster."
I watch her work. Her fingers move faster than usual, the pauses compressed to milliseconds. She's coding the attack in real time, building it as she goes rather than running from a prepared script, and the improvisation requires a level of fluency that I've only ever seen in one other person.
Myself. She codes the way I code. From the gut, from instinct, from the place where technical capability and creative problem-solving merge into something that transcends either.
Watching her do it sends something through my nervous system that belongs entirely to the specific way her fingers curve over the keys.
"Ready," she says.
"On your mark."
"Mark."
We move.
The simulation runs, and I stop being Tommy Hale and become a system.
Dar's offensive decryption hits the first node cluster, and I feel the network shudder through my terminal, the control layer reacting with the adaptive response she predicted. My defensive containment activates, boxing in the reaction, preventing the weapon from rerouting around her attack.
She breaks through the first node. Pivots to the second. I adjust containment to match, expanding the perimeter while holding the boundary on the first.
Her attack opens vulnerabilities that my defense must seal before the weapon exploits them, and the margin is measured in hundredths of seconds.
We don't speak. We don't need to.
I can feel her through the network the way I feel system changes through the hum. Her attack translates into digital force that punches through encryption layers with an accuracy that makes my chest tight. She adapts in real time, and I match her adjustments because I'm reading the same data and arriving at the same conclusions at the same moment.
Two minds as one system.
The nodes fall in sequence, each one faster than the last as we lock into sync. The weapon's control layer fragments under coordinated assault, and the simulation data flooding my screen confirms what I already feel in my fingers: it works. The simultaneous approach, the offensive-defensive sync. It works.
The last node collapses. The simulation ends. The server room is silent except for the hum and our breathing.
I sit back. My hands are shaking, fine tremors from sustained effort at the edge of my capability.
Adrenaline floods my bloodstream with nowhere to go.
Dar pulls her hands from the keyboard and presses them flat against the terminal surface. Her fingers are trembling too.
The sight of Dar's steady hands shaking hits me somewhere below my sternum, and the impact belongs entirely to the woman sitting beside me.
"It works," she says. Her voice is slightly breathless. The flat tone is intact but the edges are rougher, like sandpaper over silk.
"It works," I confirm.
She turns her head to look at me. The server room light catches her rainbow hair against the industrial gray of the equipment racks.
Her pupils are dilated. Adrenaline or the low light or the aftershock of sharing the intellectual equivalent of the best sex of my life, and the distinction matters less than the way she's looking at me: the same way she looked at me across the desk the night everything changed.
"That was..." she starts.
"Yeah."
"We just..."
"Yeah." I swallow. "That's what I feel like when I watch you code. In case you were wondering. That. All the time."
She stares at me. The flat affect cracks, and what's underneath is raw and open and more dangerous than anything the Committee has built.