Page 54 of A Family for the Ruthless Duke

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Eleanor set her cup in its saucer without a sound.

Clara, bored with demolition, slid from the window seat and crossed to the door. “I am going to find Parsons. She promised me we could look for the fairy door under the beech tree.”

“What fairy door?” Eleanor asked.

“The one His Grace told me about. He said there is a door at the bottom of the oldest tree in the garden and that if you leave a biscuit beside it, the fairies will write you a letter by morning.” Clara paused in the doorway. “I have left four biscuits and received two letters. The fairy has very bad handwriting. It looks exactly like His Grace’s.”

She vanished into the corridor. Her footsteps faded—quick, confident, the tread of a child who did not look back.

The room settled.

“Rosa.” Eleanor’s voice had changed. Stripped of its usual dry warmth, it carried instead the steadiness she reserved for things she refused to let be argued past. “I need to say something, and I need you to hear it before you build a defence against it.”

“I am not building anything.”

“You are always building something. You have been building since you were nineteen years old, and you are very good at it, and it has kept you alive, and I love you for it. But I am about to say a thing, and I want you to let it land.”

Rosamund folded her hands in her lap. The gesture felt like bracing.

“A man who tells a six-year-old girl that fairies live at the bottom of his garden and then stays up past midnight forging letters in a fairy’s handwriting is not performing kindness.” Eleanor held her gaze without blinking. “He islivingit. And I have watched you for four years, Rosa—four years of grief and poverty and carrying everything alone—and I know what performed kindness looks like, because you have endured plenty of it from people who wanted credit for the gesture. This is not that.”

“You have known him for two suppers.”

“I have known Clara for six years. And that child—” Eleanor pointed toward the empty doorway where Clara had stood. “That child just walked out of this room without checking to see if anyone would follow her. Without gripping the doorframe. Without asking permission to leave. Sheleft a biscuit on a plate and turned her back.” Eleanor’s voice cracked, a fracture so brief it might have been missed. “Do you understand what that means? She trusts the biscuit will still be there. She trustseverythingwill still be there. You do not produce that kind of peace in a child through arrangements and logistics and the efficient management of a household. You produce it through?—”

“Eleanor.”

“Through love, Rosa. Whether he calls it that or not.”

The word hung between them. Rosamund’s throat worked. She reached for the teacup, set it down again.

“He destroyed my family.”

“Yes.”

“My mother died because of what he did.”

“Yes.”

“And you sit in his morning room drinking his tea and tell me that a man who writes fairy letters?—”

“I sit in his morning room drinking his tea and tell you what I see. Which is a child who is safe for the first time in her life. Which is a household that moves on warmth rather than fear. Which is a woman who smiled six times during tea and did not catch herself once.” Eleanor leaned forward. “I do not tell you to forgive him. That is yours alone, and you will give it or withhold it as you see fit, and I will stand beside you either way. But I will not sit here and pretend that what is happening in this house is nothing. Because Clara cannot pretend, and Clara is the only honest witness either of us has.”

Rosamund stood. Crossed to the window. The garden stretched below—the beech tree, the gravel path, and there, already halfway across the lawn, Clara’s small figure with Parsons trailing behind. Clara dropped to her knees beside the oldest tree and pressed her face against the bark, searching for the fairy door with the concentration of a girl who believed, without reservation, that magic lived in the roots.

“I did not argue with you today,” Rosamund said. Her voice came out quieter than she intended.

“No. You did not.”

“That is new.”

She could see Eleanor’s reflection in the glass—blurred, warm, carrying the expression of a woman who had spent a decade refusing to let Rosamund disappear and was now watching her, at last, begin to appear.

“I am not ready to name what is happening,” Rosamund said. “Not yet. Perhaps not for a long time. But I am—” She stopped. Started again. “I am tired of arguments that require me to ignore what is in front of me.”

Behind her, Eleanor was quiet. When she spoke, her voice held something Rosamund could not see but could feel—the warmth of a woman who had waited years for a door to open and was now watching it move, by inches, on its hinges.

“That is not tiredness, Rosa. That is progress.”