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Maisie's eyes moved frantically. To the narrow window, to the willow basket, then back to Margaret's face. Her shoulders rose sharply on a deep, ragged inhale, held the air for a tense second, and then—not all at once, but steadily, like a rope that had been held taut for months finally being let go—they lowered.

Her right hand moved. She caught herself first, that old servant's habit of keeping her arms pinned to her apron, but this time she allowed the motion to finish. Her palm came to rest flat against her stomach, light and certain, and she did not pull it back.

"I didnae ken how to say the words," Maisie said.

Her voice was much softer now, completely stripped of that bright, efficient armor she usually carried through the corridors like a tool. It was uncertain, yet there was no fear in it.

"How long?" Margaret asked.

"Nae long." Maisie exhaled a soft, trembling breath. "But long enough to be certain."

Margaret crossed the narrow space between them, reached out, and took both of Maisie's chapped hands in her own. She held them firmly, looking into her face, and felt the pure warmth of the news move through her chest like a physical weight.

"Maisie." Her voice came out uneven and frayed at the edges. "This is the most wonderful news in the glen!"

Maisie's chin trembled. She pressed her lips tight together, her eyes turning bright and glassy with unshed tears.

"I thought ye might scold me, me Lady," she whispered.

Margaret's dark eyebrows went up. "For what? For livin'?"

Maisie laughed. This time, it was a genuine laugh—full, sudden, and loud. She pressed her free hand over her mouth, laughing until tears spilled over her lashes, and Margaret laughed right along with her. The low-ceilinged warmth of the linen room echoed with the bright sound while the pale afternoon light shifted across the folded pile of small, soft things on the shelf.

"Does Angus ken?" Margaret asked when the laughter quieted.

"Aye." Maisie's face went incredibly complicated and tender, her features softening. "I've never seen a happier man alive, me Lady. He nearly fell clean over his own chair tryin' to get across the kitchen to reach me." She shook her head, a tear tracking through the flour dust on her cheek. "He told Donal inside the hour. Donal told Cook. Cook told the bread boy. By evenin', the whole east wing kent the shape of it."

"And Angus has been walkin' around the courtyard lookin' like…"

"Like a man who won a kingdom," Maisie finished, her shoulders shaking with another small laugh. "Aye. He has."

Margaret squeezed her hands once more, firmly, then released them. She turned to the low shelf, picked up a tiny linen shirt, and helped Maisie fold. They worked in a comfortable, rhythmic quiet for several minutes, passing the small garments back and forth between them.

The sting came later.

She allowed herself to feel it only for a single, fleeting moment, somewhere on the dark second landing where the shadows were deep and no one was watching. It was a short, private space between one floor and the next, where she could be completely unseen.

Maisie had a husband who had fallen over his own furniture in his desperation to hold her. Margaret had a husband who had stood outside her chamber door in the absolute dark of the corridor, listening to the logs settle in her grate, and had then turned around and gone back to his cold bed without ever knocking.

She breathed once, the cold stone air burning her throat. She put the thought down. She straightened her spine, adjusted the linens in her arms, and continued down the stairs.

* * *

The kitchen was a place Mrs. O'Halloran liked to spend time. Not by legal deed, but by the sheer force of an iron personality, decades of unmoving presence, and the accumulated authority of knowing where every single spice jar lived and how every loaf should be turned.

Margaret was allowed into the space only like curious visitors were permitted into sacred chapels: with quiet awareness, great care, and an understanding that the natural order of the hearth would not be disrupted by a Lowland lady.

This afternoon, she had thoroughly disrupted it.

It had not been her intention. Her intention had been entirely practical. To help with the heavy loaves of festival bread, a simple, useful contribution that any capable woman of a house should be able to manage.

She had made bread in this kitchen before. She knew the flour, coarser than Lowland grain, heavier, with a density that required a different handling than the stuff she had grown up with.

She had learned that the hard way months ago, standing at this same table with Fergus beside her, both of them covered in it by the end.

What she had not done before was make bread for a clan gathering.

This was the first problem. The quantity required was not simply larger than usual, it was a different enterprise entirely, governed by rules she had not accounted for.