He winks at me, elevating the mood.
“I want to be dominated,” I say, my voice small.
The need to run is real.
Sebastian’s hold on me tightens, probably sensing my fears.
“That can definitely be arranged. What elements turn you on?”
Sebastian starts kissing down my throat, distracting me with his touch as I lay it all out on him.
A clever man this one.
Speaking about it feels intimidating, daunting.
When he starts kissing, nibbling, and touching me, it gets a little easier as my mind also enjoys the feel of him.
“Spanking. Bondage. Degradation.”
The last part is one I’ve never dared voice to anyone. Never felt safe enough to do it. Sebastian is different, though. He doesn’t make me feel bad or ashamed for wanting these things.
Sebastian surprises me when he slaps my ass—getting straight to work.
“You liked it then, when I called you a brat?” he asks against my lips.
“Yeah.”
He flips us over and presses his hard cock against my thigh.
“I feel like the luckiest man alive,” he murmurs against my skin
Sebastian leans down to my ear, raising goosebumps from the passion of the moment.
“And now, I’m going to fuck you so good, you’ll fucking wish you never opened those legs for anyone else than me.”
When Sebastian grabs a new condom and pushes into me, the last thing on my mind is the men before him.
Chapter 27
Sebastian
I lie there, gazing at Lily as she sleeps soundly beside me.
I’ve developed a kink of watching her sleep as well. I realise I’ve spent a fair share of time doing that since she got to London.
On the plane. When she fell asleep watching a movie. When she was sick. And now, after we’ve spent the night exploring each other’s bodies.
It feels like a lot more than sex.
I feel like I’ve looked into her soul tonight, her raw fears and vulnerabilities as she told me about her douchebag partners and how they made her feel.
Just thinking about it makes me furious.
I bring her closer to me, letting her presence calm me.
I wasn’t joking when I told her she’s perfect.
I’ve always looked at her as this vibrant person no one can mess with or hurt.
