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Mimi does not speak for almost thirty seconds.
I chance a look at her. She is leaning gracefully with her tall, lithe body against the counter, one leg crossed over the other. Her eyes are narrowed (stop that darling, you’ll get wrinkles) and she wears a facial expression that clearly says Are you freaking kidding me? And not in a good way.
She shrieks, “Are you freaking KIDDING me??!”
Thar she blows!
I cringe and bite my lip before returning with, “It’s better for everyone this way. ”
She counters with, “Umm, No. It’s better for you. ?
?? She shakes her head slightly and looks disappointed.
That sucks.
I don’t want to disappoint Mimi.
She and Lola have been on a mission since I told them about Jace the Moron (which Natalie calls him, or The Moron for short). They both set me up on blind dates hoping I would meet a nice man and fall in love. I went on four dates in the last four months and all the guys were nice. But, firstly, I don’t want to fall in love again and, secondly, I’m happy with my life as it is.
I don’t need a man.
I start, “Meems, I appreciate your interest in my social life…”
“You mean Lack Of social life!” she bites back.
I continue “…and you’re a great friend. But I’m busy with the store and I don’t have the time for a boyfriend right now. To tell you the truth, I don’t want a boyfriend right now. I love my life. I’m back on track and loving it. ”
Jumping up, she plants her butt on the counter in front of me. She leans in and whispers, “You’re my best friend. ”
My throat closes up and my eyes mist. I whisper, “Honey…”
She goes on, “You gave me a chance when no one else would. I’ll always be in your debt. ” She looks uncomfortable and I know telling me this is taxing her. “I know I’m not the most cheerful person and I don’t do emotions well,” she whispers so quietly but I hear the words clearly. “That man damaged you. I just want you to be happy. ”
Mimi is not wrong. Jace did damage me. Not physically but mentally. I don’t trust the way I used to. It took me over a year to trust Mimi and Lola enough to tell them about myself. They know most of the dirty details of what Jace put me through. They know that loss hit me hard and, yes, damaged me.
Who isn’t damaged in some way or another these days?
I’m a glass-half-full kind of girl.
My palms start to sweat as I think about what I left behind in Cali.
I miss it. A lot.
It sucks badly but I’m glad that soon I’ll have the best part of Cali right here…Natalie!
Just another week. Almost there.
My bff is a hoot; so much attitude and sarcasm in such a small package. I love her for that; she makes me laugh all the time. Humor is my way of dealing with a plethora of things. I love to laugh. It calms me.
She’s made me laugh a lot over the past year when I really needed it. I can’t wait to see her so I can squeeze her. I haven’t seen her in a year but we talk on the phone every few days and text every day. She knows more about Jace than Mimi and Lola.
Uhh, Jace Weathers.
What can I say about Jace?
I met Jace just before I turned twenty. He was twenty three. We were both in college when he asked me out. I said yes, and we spent two wonderful years together.
He was my first in a lot of things. He was my first boyfriend, my first love and my first…you know.
