?They flutter and I catch a glimpse of red and gold and black before that pressure begins building again. It’s everything I need and want so long as he doesn’t stop.
?And like a sick fucking joke he does stop to say, “Words.” As if he couldn’t already fucking know.
?Baring my fangs, I growl at him through the delirium, “Make me come, now.”
?Behind him, through the darkness, I think I catch a glimpse of gold. “Does our needy little cunt need to come?” he lowly hums. It makes me clench and then sob because there’s nothing filling me.
?The golden god I’m going to strangle. With his power and walking into rooms as if he isn’t a celestial. A golden god of making me fucking wait to come.
?“Should I let Varian make you come? His bratty little slut now a sobbing mess, begging to finish.” It shouldn’t be possible to get this wet when I’m not in my right mind. When there’s nothoughts. “Look at that pretty pussy making a mess for anyone to see.”
?Varian hums against me and I think I might combust if he stops one more time.
?“I loved you coming on my fingers,” he rumbles and the pressure begins building again, “but I want you doing it on my tongue this time, Bloodsucker.”
?“Not your dick?”
?He hums again to Castiel’s question. I’m going to come.
?“That will be next.”
?I feel his tongue enter me as his shadows shift and circle and then pinch.
?So close, so close, too close.
?I scream.
?The sky screams with me.
?Our bond tightens until it seems like it’s about to snap, but it would never be that easy.
?Power rushes and I can feel my magic ravaging. Red aura like a sheet floods as I come and come and come.
?I see stars behind my eyes and flames lick within me and the earth below us trembles like my body is. My core clenching and spasming and it’s never ending.
?It’s not stopping.
?Forever and ever and ever.
?Every lifetime.
?Fuck! I’m going to pass out.
?Not yet, Bloodsucker. I’m not done with you.
?Darkness begins edging into my peripheral and I can feel my body start to go lax. I want to sleep now. I want to curl up in a warm chest and snuggle until the sun comes up. I want to forget about the rest of the world.
?There’s a sharp sting on my neck that shakes me out of my daze, though my body is still humming.
?“I said,” he murmurs against my neck as something nudges my entrance, “I’m not – ” another kiss at my pulse point which is racing, “ – done with you.”
?Then he begins pushing in. Castiel murmuring orders and Varian obliging. Making me so full but I can’t take anymore. I can’t. It’s too much.
?His rough hands grip my hips and tilt me up, allowing him better access to slide in. I begin shaking my head because it’s too much. Tears streaming down my face, hissing from the heat of my skin.
?I can’t.
?You can, he growls softly into my mind. Filling it with so much warmth and comfort and something else I’m too scared to name.
