He should want this to stop.
He didn’t want it to stop.
It was wrong.
It was right.
It felt right anyway.
Open your eyes.
“Not while soapy water’s pouring down my face.”
But he stepped out of the flow and opened his eyes. He soaped his arms, legs and chest, and then it wasn’t him in control of his hand, but Joe, stroking and massaging until his anxiety receded, but not his need to come. That was growing.
I like your body. It’s wonderful.
Joe sounded awestruck. Kaden sucked in a breath. It didn’t take much to bring his anxiety soaring back. How much of this was him and how much was Joe?
I like your…dick…cock…shaft…penis. So many words for the same thing!
“What have you been reading?”
He could feel Joe somehow kneading his muscles as well as his cock and Kaden was shocked he was still on his feet. Joe had to be messing with his brain.
You’re so beautiful. Soft and hard and delicate and smooth and… Your body is amazing!
Kaden’s heart lurched.
How do you mate with another male?
Jesus! Not now.“I’ll pull up details of the human body…on the computer…you can read what everything does.”Oh God, my heart.
I’ve already read that.
Kaden whined. “You could have…read about gay sex too.” He groaned as he could feel himself being stretched, as if…How…? Oh…oh…
He tried so hard to supress the need to come. Joe was talking to him again, telling him he was gorgeous, that he felt so good, smelt so good—words that had never come from Harris. Kadenwas sure he could feel two hands caressing him and only one of them was his. His nipples were stiff and sensitive. Kaden was too far gone to stop now. He tightened his hold on his cock and worked himself harder.
This feels so good.
He no longer tried not to think about how Joe was somehow fucking him from the inside out. He didn’t care. He could imagine Joe standing behind him, pressing his body against him, even though there was no one there, no one for him to hold.
It didn’t matter. He came with a loud groan and heard Joe’s echoing groan in his head.
Oh Christ. What did I just let happen?
I liked it. You liked it.
Kaden couldn’t deny it.
That was fantastic.
It was.
Can we do it again.
Kaden knew what he wanted to say, knew what he should say, but he kept quiet.
