See, this what the fuck I’m talking about. She hadn’t said one thing about her attacking my pussy like a mad woman. She hadn’t said one thing about making me cum back to back as if my body belonged to her. I wondered if should say something first. We needed to talk about it.
Me:Well, you can’t smoke until this weekend, but Alicia, we need to talk about what happened the other night.
Alicia:What about it, Sweets? Didn’t I make you feel good?
She’s so fucking nonchalant. Ugh.
“Yes, you fucking made me feel good, Alicia. Why the fuck won’t you talk about it?” I whispered to myself.
Me:Yes, you made me feel good.
Alicia:Okay, so, what?
Me:Ugh, never mind! I’m going to get back to work.
In just those few moments, she had me heated. Alicia always pissed me off, but this time I was more pissed. I mean it wasn’t like she used me or anything because she asked me if I wanted her to stop and I didn’t, but why the fuck won’t she talk to me about it? I couldn’t deal with Alicia, so I clicked out of her message thread and clicked on Arsenio’s.
Arsenio:What’s up? I’m back in Jax. You want to come home on your lunch break, so I can taste you?
Me:Yes, I’m fine, Arsenio. I made it to work fine, Arsenio. I’m having a good day, Arsenio!
I slammed the phone down, he immediately called me, and I picked up on the second ring.
“What?” I huffed.
“Why you acting like this, girl? You know I always talk to you like this. We been together four years. You must be having a bad day or something. Is TK and Duke working my baby too damn hard or something?”
I had to calm myself down because Alicia had me all upset, and she shouldn’t have.
“No. No, I’m not working too hard, baby, I’m sorry. I just missed you so much and I would like for you to ask me how I’m doing sometimes,” I whispered.
“I’m sorry, baby. You want to go to the movies tonight with Ryker and AG?”
As much as she pissed me off today, I still perked up at the thought of being around her. I always loved being around Aliciabecause she was my best friend, but after what happened the other night, I needed to see her.
“Yeah, it’s fine,” I finally replied.
“Alright, baby, I love you.”
“I love you too,” he said and hung up the phone.
I was in the bathroom getting ready when my music lowered a little and my phone vibrated. It was a text from Alicia.
Alicia:Wear a skirt tonight.
Me:Why?
Alicia:Just do what the fuck I said!
I licked my lips at her aggression. Even through the phone I could tell that her face was doing that thing it does when she’s angry: eyebrows furrowed together, and her lips pressed together tightly. I came out of the bathroom and went into my closet. I pulled out my pleated black leather skirt and a white t-shirt that I was going to tie up at my belly button, topping off the look with a pair of black booties.
As soon as I got dressed, Arsenio came inside the room and stopped to stare at me.
“Damn, bae, we are just going to the movies?” Arsenio asked.
I was sure that he was admiring my thick curves in this skirt and this baby doll t-shirt.
“I know. I just wanted to look cute. I haven’t gotten cute in a long time,” I responded.